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discouraged
2012-Jul-30, Monday 09:56 amI'm still too tired.
I drove my car to work several days last week, taking advantage of various excuses for the convenience of it. On Friday, though, there wasn't any excuse. I just didn't feel the motivation to commute by bicycle. After my work day, I got home and took a nap for a few hours. On Sunday, I spent less than an hour outdoors doing some weeding in the garden, then I came back inside to nap for a few hours. Yuck. I'm still tired of being tired.
I even considered recently if I was depressed for some reason, since my lack of motivation seemed so extensive. I don't think I am, though. I think it's just disappointment at being "cooped up" when I normally find myself exploring somewhere, either physically or mentally. I haven't been reading books or playing pc games like I'm accustomed to doing. I sit in my computer chair and browse the web. I lay on the couch and channel surf. If this lethargy is the new normal, I'm definitely not a fan.
I still have muscle twitches, although they seem to be shorter duration than usual. I've also experienced two muscle cramps during the past month. They were both in my left foot. They too were shorter duration than previous ones. I'm not yet giving up on the B12 supplements, but I had hoped that I would notice improvements a lot faster than this.
I drove my car to work several days last week, taking advantage of various excuses for the convenience of it. On Friday, though, there wasn't any excuse. I just didn't feel the motivation to commute by bicycle. After my work day, I got home and took a nap for a few hours. On Sunday, I spent less than an hour outdoors doing some weeding in the garden, then I came back inside to nap for a few hours. Yuck. I'm still tired of being tired.
I even considered recently if I was depressed for some reason, since my lack of motivation seemed so extensive. I don't think I am, though. I think it's just disappointment at being "cooped up" when I normally find myself exploring somewhere, either physically or mentally. I haven't been reading books or playing pc games like I'm accustomed to doing. I sit in my computer chair and browse the web. I lay on the couch and channel surf. If this lethargy is the new normal, I'm definitely not a fan.
I still have muscle twitches, although they seem to be shorter duration than usual. I've also experienced two muscle cramps during the past month. They were both in my left foot. They too were shorter duration than previous ones. I'm not yet giving up on the B12 supplements, but I had hoped that I would notice improvements a lot faster than this.