i want beer

2011-Feb-07, Monday 05:57 pm
mellowtigger: (tech support)
I didn't want to job hunt, but I think my stress level is reaching a point where I should start doing it.

I was already busy with my job, but then I doubled my hours to work full time.  I was already busy working fulltime, but then the CEO decides the voicemail system is wrong.  It falls, of course, upon me to fix it.  The phone database fails to cooperate by crashing due to corruption; it's not what I'd call reliable.

I'm on the verge of throwing in the towel (and some of my tech reputation) by just telling them to report their wishes to the vendor and have them assign someone to fix it.  I don't get paid anywhere near what a phone system project manager gets paid.  I'm willing to accept the reputational loss as long as it gains me some respite from the stress of attending to so many unrelated things at once.

Oh, and I've been working with a vendor's "Technical Support Analyst IV" regarding their website not working on our pcs, and I'm very unimpressed.  I trust my own tech skills far more than theirs.  And this vendor happened to be quoted on National Public Radio a few days ago, so they're no "small fry" in the marketplace.

Three years ago, someone pushed to get 2.5 FTEs (full time employees) for tech support here.  We're down to 2.0 FTEs now, even less if we put me back to part time status.  We've certainly grown during the past three years.  If I stick around, there's a very good chance that I'll become a programmer again.  I'd enjoy that role again.  I've lost faith, however, in my ability to endure until that emancipation.

Oh, and my new director-level boss wants weekly status and time-usage reports.

Beer is good.
mellowtigger: (flameproof)
Apparently, I'm not the only one stressed out at work. It's inappropriate, though, to share examples.  *sigh*  I'll be glad when humanity gives up any belief in the concept of secrets.  Government (or security or management) by enforced ignorance is pathetic.

Apparently, someone else remembers sex as a good thing too. It's inappropriate, though, for me to provide a name to go with the story. I want to explain.  Very much, I want to tell the story. Someone (an ex of mine, long ago) has an upscale career, though, and I wouldn't want to endanger it at all by quoting remembrances.  If I use only an initial instead of a first name, would that fool the search engines? If I include a photo in profile rather than full face, would that keep image scanning technology from identifying the man? Publishing something romantic and then hiding it from the world, though... that smells like the stench of shame. No. Oh, and... hell, no.

It's a sick, twisted world that can take a good thing and turn it into a bad thing. Me, I'm willing to take my lumps from living by strict standards.  I don't want to take anyone else down with me, though.

Civilization sucks.

foul

2010-Aug-31, Tuesday 10:21 am
mellowtigger: (disconnect)
Mott's workers strikeI support the Mott's workers in their decision to strike, now in its 4th month.

I especially like their cinnamon applesauce.

"Mott's Workers Stand Up For America"
(communist sociofascist pinko America only, of course)
http://www.jimhightower.com/node/7233

Remember when I complained about the profitable non-recovery? This example is a perfect reason why. Corporatism is draining us. I'm ready for an alternative.

Why should I be the only one in a bad mood today?
mellowtigger: (coprolite)
I've found so many things to complain about in recent months.

Definitely undesireable.  Such consternation is unhealthy.  And yet...

  • The USA cuts funding for food stamps in order to pay teachers... but don't you dare touch the military budget.
  • Global warming data continues to accumulate... unheeded while environmental/energy legislation dies again this year in the USA.
  • The Target scandal continues to worsen as more details emerge... and some people want a donation to HRC as if that group deserved the corporate dollar more than MN Forward.
  • It still seems like Christianity, Islam, and Judaism (in their various sub-flavors) want to kill each other (and the rest of us) rather than coexist... and they certainly won't convert everyone to humanism while waiting for a concerned Deity to finally announce which One True Faith is the real one.  A new one springs up every 1500 years or so.  Is it time for the next flavor of the millenium yet?
Pee-Wee Herman at Sturgis 2010At least, while thinking about it, I've discovered why "persuasion by passion" is today the American standard rather than rational argument.  I'll post more on that topic later.

Some days I wish I had a boyfriend so we could spend a few hours under the sheets in mad passionate embrace.  And it doesn't even have anything to do with the sex.

Meanwhile, at Sturgis 2010 this weekend, Pee-Wee Herman visited.  According to one twitter, Pee-Wee was a class act:

"Pee-wee Herman is my hero! Not only did he raise 1000's of dollars for orphans, but he stayed late and signed autographs!"

Ah, at last.  Some sanity in this crazy, crazy world.
mellowtigger: (Ark II)
I left work on Friday and then drove out to Fort Ridgely.  The Memorial Day Weekend camping was so nice that I packed up a day early and hightailed it out of there as soon as I woke up on Sunday.

Cut for pictures and messy details... )

I'm no longer a walking biological hazard.  Today, I'm a big fan of civilization.  It's rare, but I think I have a reasonable excuse for the temporary enthusiasm.

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