Man, I gotta say it drives me crazy when you talk about totally giving up on love and thinking that you're such a bad person to date! It's so wrong, you're wrong when you talk that way. You're a really cool guy, smart and funny and kind and many other great adjectives. I don't associate you with negative adjectives, and if you think that autism makes you unattractive check out how many people think Data is sexy.
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You could date some male version of Tasha - HOT!