Okay well referencing Data was a joke. In my mind still there's way too many people in the world that I don't buy it that these things are so huge they make a relationship impossible for you. I have met people who I DIDN'T like who have these qualities you consider negative about yourself, but I like you and you have them. So it's not those qualities that makes a person unlikable. There's just too many people in the world, which makes for a lot of freaks and all those freaks add up to lots of freakiness-seeking. Not that you're a freak. Or rather that you are, but that everyone is. I worried for so long that my desires were totally abnormal and I thought I was going to be alone my whole life but then I discovered though abnormal I wasn't the only one, by a long shot. I gotta believe there's somebody for everybody!