mellowtigger: (penguin coder)
2025-05-20 07:33 pm

upgrading wifi

When, after almost 2 years, I finally created a workstation for myself downstairs at a proper work table, I also moved my gaming computer from that area to my bedroom upstairs. I switched from wired ethernet to wifi. The wifi, however, started failing me almost immediately at the gaming computer alone. Bandwidth was horrible, then my first wifi network stopped connecting at this computer, then the second wifi network started failing too. The wifi was fine on my phone and Chromecast. It was the antenna at my old tower computer that was bad.

I went searching through records, and I originally ordered this wifi adapter (TP-LINK TL-WN881ND 300Mbps) back in 2016. Okay, fair enough. That's a long time for a wifi device to keep working. So, I ordered this wifi adapter (TP-LINK Archer TX55E AX3000) to replace it. It arrived today, and I put it in my gaming computer after work.

My original wifi immediately connected, and bandwidth score went from about 3.5 Mbps download to this very nice 273 Mbps download. Let's just call it a round 100X improvement (it's more like 78X) and move on. :)

The days of monkeying with Linux drivers are past us, for the most part. I plugged this PCI card in, and it just worked.

mellowtigger: (calm relax)
2025-05-03 06:34 am
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pneumococcal vaccine ouchie

The nurse and doctor were promoting that pneumococcal vaccine, saying it didn't have the bad reactions like some people have to COVID vaccines. Yesterday was fine afterwards until late in the evening, then everything started to hurt.

More specifically, every arthritic location was hurting a lot, plus the ache in my left arm where I got the injection, plus some muscle soreness and coldness reminiscent of a flu. I was making audible groans and "ow" sounds at almost every movement, and everything hurt a little bit even when sitting or laying still. I'm feeling slightly better this morning, with the pain mainly coming from my lower back (site of the first arthritis X-ray confirmation) and for some reason my hamstrings.

Definitely not as advertised. I'm glad I get this additional recovery period before starting work tomorrow morning.

Edit 4pm: I got very little sleep last night due to the pain, but I caught up today by sleeping about 9am-1pm. The thermometer says that I have a temperature of 37.7C/99.9F right now. Still very achy like the flu. Currently mostly a headache and lower back pain, plus cold (wrapping up in blanket) due to the fever.

Edit 8pm: I did a COVID test, and it came back negative. Relevant question because I had to take my mask off at the clinic briefly to get a good oxygen saturation reading which was low at first. I'll test again in 2 days, but this seems to be just a reaction to the vaccine? Temperature currently shows as 37.8C/100.0F.

mellowtigger: (possum)
2025-04-16 07:40 pm
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blah

I haven't done much reading on Dreamwidth this week. Work has been stressful all week long. There's no good reason for this work trend that I know of, since it's not first week of semester, and it's not finals week.

I haven't had whisky since the last episode inspired by work. After work today, I walked to the store to buy another small bottle of cheap stuff that I still like. Water, whisky, and some frozen orange juice, all mixed together. It's not great, but it's decent, and my brain is finally shutting off a bit.

I didn't even feel up to write for Moody Monday, and boy howdy is there plenty to write about in the news lately.

mellowtigger: (jail prison cell)
2025-04-07 08:29 pm

one night in Hennepin county jail

Since I expect a lot of arrests to be made during the next 4 years, maybe it's worth recounting my experience 2.5 years ago when I was arrested. I spent only 1.5 days in jail. I don't have anything earth-shattering to reveal, although there are obvious problems in this government process. If nothing else, it's at least a data point for any other comparisons.

Click to read the 20 points when you have lots of time to spend...

I'll recite my points chronologically. I'm sorry it's so long, but individually they seemed like important points to mention.

  1. The officers who touched me at least were straightforward and polite. I have a very different opinion of Officer Roid Rage who led them. I heard more than once that they were "just following orders", to which I replied, "A lot of bad things in history happened for that very reason."

  2. I heard no Miranda rights at any point. I don't think police are required to stay silent on this point, but they are no longer required to tell prisoners their legal rights.

  3. The back seat of the police vehicle was designed specifically with no ability to sit without discomfort. It's meant to annoy you from the start, with the back shaped weirdly so you can't sit normally.

  4. When I changed clothes to prison uniform, I had curtained privacy and an opportunity to use a bathroom alone there, which seems considerate.

  5. They took away my good air filter mask and gave me a simple surgical mask instead. It was better than nothing, at least. When I tried to sleep at night (more on that topic later), I made sure to pull the flimsy blanket up over my face to help filter the air. Later, I never got sick or tested positive for SARS-CoV-2, so I'm hopeful that I somehow escaped infection during my stay.

  6. The officer who took away my personal belongings tried repeatedly to get me to unlock my phone, so I could look for telephone numbers. I declined, assuming they wanted easy access to peruse my phone. I had already written a contact number on my skin on my arm, which I always do before joining any public protest, something I learned from the Occupy experience.

  7. This first intake area was at a parking area under a downtown Minneapolis building. After the photographs and clothes change, I was walked to the next area. We had to walk a long tunnel underground to a different building. I have heard stories about this hallway before. Inmates would enter one side healthy then emerge from the other side with new injuries, saying there was no camera to catch the abuse in this blind spot. When I was walked down the corridor, I did spot a camera. Whether it was functional or not, I have no idea, but at least it was there.

  8. During booking, they took photographs. They took electronic fingerprints, so there's no more ink and paper. They offered what seemed at the time a requirement that I make voice recordings, so I could access the telephones in prison. I wish I had declined, wondering now what other option they could have offered me instead. The government now has my voice profile on record. Their script had me speak different sentences until the system could recognize my identity. This supposed phone access is important for later.

  9. They had a small kiosk to help locate a lawyer. Great. I entered my info. It told me that I didn't qualify for a public defender, then it offered no other information whatsoever. At no point during my stay in jail did I ever know how properly to contact any lawyer.

  10. I was given a paper booklet, sort of a "Welcome to Hennepin Jail" kind of thing. It was a lot better than nothing at all, but it didn't actually help me with anything important.

  11. I was taken to yet another intake area. Here, a guy behind a counter asked me questions and took my answers. He asked, "Are you gay?" (Or was it "Are you homosexual?") I said, "Yes." He did a double-take. He explained that that term means I used to be female and was now male, or something stupid to that effect. I said something like, "No, it doesn't. I'm gay, but you can record it however you need to." I'm guessing I am recorded in Hennepin county records as heterosexual, because the officer lied, even about something as simple as this.

  12. I was taken to a room with several beds in it, about 10. Some guys had taken double mattresses, but luckily I found a bed that already had one, so I put on the sheets and laid down. Boring place. Plenty of food and gunk on the 2-story-high ceiling. There was a television always on during daytime. At some point, I heard somebody ask the guards to change a station, and they did.

  13. There were a few phones on the wall in the cell, by the bathroom, near the door. I tried and failed repeatedly to call [personal profile] foeclan outside, so he could feed my cat if I was stuck here for a while. I didn't care about getting out myself, as long as Hope was cared for. I never reached him. The call always failed. I didn't learn until later that it's because these jail phone systems only make collect phone calls, which many cellular networks (who has land lines any more?) do not accept. There was no free phone call for me, despite having the phone number clearly printed on my arm.

  14. The prepared food trays were better tasting than I expected. No gluten-free options, so I just avoided the wheaty bits. There were occasional deliveries of medications. I think some of my cell mates were in drug withdrawal, so they sometimes had messages they asked guards to deliver to nurses somewhere.

  15. At night, a guard came in every 15 minutes or so. The was a loud and heavy noise as the bolts unlocked and locked. There was no way to sleep through that kind of continuous interruption. The next day was exhausting, since I didn't sleep properly. Around 4am, I think, several more people were delivered. They were probably the 2am arrests (bar closing hour) finally getting processed and sent to the cell. A guard gently griped at people who had multiple mattresses and told them to put the mattresses back on the empty beds, so everyone could lay down.

  16. Around 6am, I think, something was delivered into the room. I had no idea what it was, and the guards said nothing. A while later, another guy seemed familiar with the process and started cleaning. I guess we're responsible for all of the cleaning too? I hadn't thought that far ahead. It took some effort, but I scrubbed those metal tables to get some of the food off. Later, the cleaning supplies were taken away again.

  17. I called and asked a guard for a phone number for the lawyers at ACLU. I figured, maybe they'd at least talk to me, given the nature of the arrest. A guard delivered a paper note with a number on it. I couldn't reach them by phone either. I overheard another inmate calling his public defender. I asked him if I could write down his number. There was a pencil stashed in the room, so we could write on paper booklet. I called the number, reached an answering machine, so I left a message. I explained that I couldn't call my outside contact, I couldn't reach the ACLU either, and could they notify my contact on my behalf so I could make sure my pet is fed?

  18. After lunch, I think, I finally got into the shower. While I was washing my hair, a guard said I had a meeting with the public defender. (It would've been nice to know a few minutes earlier.) I dried and dressed as quickly as I could. I was taken to a nearby hall and left in an individual room. There is no sound proofing! I clearly heard another inmate talking with the public defender. This inmate said he was gay too, so I wasn't the only one there overnight. But do the nearby guards just a few meters away also listen to all of this supposedly private legal discussion? I couldn't NOT hear it.

  19. Minutes before I had my lawyer talk (I could hear them "winding down" their discussion), the guard came in and said many of us were being street released. In other words, the jail was full on Friday afternoon, and they needed space for weekend arrests. I didn't think to go back to the room to recover that county jail booklet. My fellow cell inmates were already in the hallway, lined up to leave. I joined them in line and never did get to see the lawyer.

  20. Exit process seemed slower than intake, but that's maybe just perspective. I eventually got my clothes back on then exited back out onto the street in downtown Minneapolis. I finally made that call to [personal profile] foeclan, who graciously made a long drive from south metro to pick me up and deliver me to where I had parked my car before getting arrested. Thankfully, it was still there.

Basically, everything you learned about police process from years of watching television is a complete lie. Except for the part that the police will lie about anything. They'll lie even about something as simple as whether or not I am gay. There is no more Miranda reminder. There is no free phone call, unless you're lucky and have a recipient on the right phone network. There is no free lawyer. I never actually received any of those things.

On top of that, which was just for domestic police service, Trump wants the U.S. Supreme Court to excuse him from having to return people to U.S. soil that he ordered arrested illegally, while he also proposes sending full U.S. citizens to jails in other countries. What could go wrong?

mellowtigger: (lowered expectations)
2025-04-05 03:18 pm
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tax blah

I just completed my taxes. I was unimaginative and did exactly the same process as last year, using TurboTax to file the documentation for federal, Minnesota, and Pennsylvania taxes. I sifted through many old envelopes but didn't find anything that wasn't already in the online records with the tax website. I even checked if I needed to report a generous gift from my parents early last year. (The IRS site said that I did not.) TurboTax cost me about $200. It's not how I want to do this process, but I figured I should avoid any novel behavior if it could draw attention from the IRS as Trump crushes the group that audits rich people... leaving them to audit whom exactly? Yeah, it's a mystery.

In addition, I owed almost $300 in Minnesota taxes, and I got zero back from the federal government. This status confuses me. I have my employer deduct the usual maximum amount from every paycheck, so I never have to pay money unexpectedly later. I always get a federal refund, and I never owe more tax. What happened this year, and why am I paying more in taxes than usual?

I don't have the mental bandwidth to do my usual breakdown in a convenient table like in years past. (Ugh, this job taxes my mental stamina.) Maybe eventually, since I expect my taxes to go up even more, now that Trump is in office. Yes, I know, he promises people will pay lower taxes, but I expect that offer to be invalid for poor people... just like happened to me during the previous Trump years (2017-2021).

Now, I need an Advil. I have a headache.

mellowtigger: (life clock)
2025-03-30 06:55 pm
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end of an era

My mother bought me a university-themed blanket, back in 1986 when I first went off to college. It is literally thread-bare now, after a few decades of regular use in winter seasons. My hands get tangled in stray loops of cloth, and I can actually see through it if I hold it up in front of my face. It's time for it to go, to be replaced by a warmer blanket.

Yes, even back in those days, I slept on a mattress on the floor.

old TAMU blanket from 1986 (Texas A&M University)

So long, farewell, auf wiedersehen, goodbye.

mellowtigger: (take my money)
2025-03-26 07:31 pm
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bed sheets

Do you have any good places to shop online for ethically purchasing some organic bedsheets? I would normally just go to the Target website, but they're on my naughty list at the moment. It is surprisingly hard to find places that offer Twin size sheets.

I badly need replacements. My current sheets have worn thin and are actually tearing apart. My throw blanket (which my mother bought me when I went to college the first time back in 1986) is literally see-through because the fibers have worn away and washed away for so many decades.

I ended up ordering tonight these sheets and blanket. (These blankets looked fun but pricey for the moment.)

These days, I'm a big fan of having replacements on-hand, so that I don't have to make any last-minute scrambles for solutions when something goes wrong. I'm open to ideas for other products/sites to shop, so I can keep a second set in storage.

mellowtigger: (Default)
2025-03-22 06:04 pm

I'd rather be studying astronomy

I'd rather be studying astronomy at school.

A few weeks ago, this announcement crossed my news feeds. Researchers found 4 small planets around Barnard's Star. This particular article is better than the others on this topic, because it includes a chart that shows the nearest stars to our own star. It reminds me that what I really want to study is our "local neighborhood", everything within 100 light years or so. It's a pitifully small volume of space, within the larger galaxy and universe, but that's what I want to study nevertheless. There is so much that we don't know about our own neighborhood. I remember none of the math/physics from my first round of university life, so a return to school would be a small adventure.

Click to read about job hunting and politics...

I did some very minor job hunting this weekend, looking for something less stressful than my current job. The "permutation explosion" is what I call the great variety of topics and skills that we're supposed to know, with details careening from one to the other in stark contrast between each problem ticket that we address. Studies have told us for decades that context switching is terrible for productivity, and this job is entirely that process. While my stress level is significantly lower than it was during the first 3, 6, 9, or even 12 months of this job, it's still not dropping to a reasonable level. It might have something to do with my blood pressure problem too. I finally scheduled a doctor appointment to see about medication for that issue, although a lifestyle change might be a better choice.

I know from several experiences over the decades that I cannot both do school and work at the same time. That stress would be terrible too. I'm better off focusing on only one or the other. I'd like to get back to my childhood astronomy before I someday die, but Trump/Republican destruction of the social contract makes it unlikely that I will ever see any kind of retirement income. Here in the USA, "Social Security" is supposed to be a generational promise, stretching across time. It's what they now decry as a Ponzi scheme. There is no social contract in the USA any more. It's all about power and profit now. It's a loss for all of us.

The massive crowds at the Bernie Sanders and AOC rallies are giving me hope. Maybe it's still possible within my remaining lifetime for the USA to regain a democracy from its current plutocracy. Even the local news stories like this one aren't fully capturing the size of this grassroots movement. Social media (especially this poorly named group) are doing better at showing pictures and video. If we're lucky, the oligarchs of the DNC will step aside and finally allow a populist candidate to lead the party. If we're unlucky, then they'll have to force a 3rd-party switch that yanks some Democrats, some Republicans, and plenty of what I call (at least since 2019) "the unimpressed" to vote for them, while elections are still a trustworthy process here. I wish I could stop caring about politics, but it raises daily questions about my job security, electricity costs (sorry, Canada, I don't blame you), food prices, healthcare, and more.

I'd rather be studying astronomy at school, but here we all are.

mellowtigger: (Default)
2025-03-10 06:22 pm
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rabbit

I scared a brown rabbit today. It couldn't be helped. In order to avoid another pollinator apocalypse like last year, I needed to squirt foam into the opening where the wasps entered my basement. The foam requires operation at a minimum 15C/60F, and for some reason the temperature is above that point this afternoon in Minneapolis. Hole sealed. Rabbit... somewhere other than my backyard by my house. :(
mellowtigger: (absurdity)
2025-02-26 06:24 pm
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yes, I'm still reading

I'm still reading Dreamwidth entries, but I'm just not writing much lately. My brain has been filled with other things instead.

Like cracking a molar again. It's the same one as back in 2022, but I lost an even bigger chunk of it this time. I managed to snag a coveted emergency dental appointment on Tuesday morning, where they put a temporary cover on it. They need me to complete a regular dental exam first (in late April, the nearest available date they could offer) before deciding if this tooth is healthy enough for a crown or if it should be extracted. The dentist told me emphatically, "Keep wearing your mouth guard," because it will help protect what remains of my teeth from the grinding during my sleep. She was kind to offer a referral to have the annoying tori bone (developed due to lifelong grinding of teeth) cut out of my head, but I declined for now. It's good that's an option, and I could never afford it if I lacked health insurance, but that's a lot of physical pain that I would like to avoid as long as I can. Although... this fancy new water-plus-laser method sounds very interesting.

Plus, you know, there's everything in the news. My employer is trying to figure out how Trump breaking government services and education funding is going to impact us. The university president released this statement that skillfully avoids naming Trump or Republicans, just referring to "Washington, D.C." instead. Two days later, of course, they announce that there will be campus closures. The loss of tuition money won't affect my team for many years, if at all. The loss of research money seems a much more immediate problem for the university. They're having a discussion about that issue on Friday.

While I was at the dentist, my blood pressure would not come down to a safe level. I'll probably have to talk to my general doctor about that eventually.

I just wanted you to know that I appreciate all of you continuing to post at Dreamwidth. I'm reading your words, really I am.

mellowtigger: (twitch)
2025-02-05 08:34 am
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cramp

I woke at 5:30am today because of a cramp in my right calf. Thankfully, this one didn't last very long. I'm not a fan of pain.

I've been good at staying gluten-free, so I guess I need to resume my multivitamin routine, which I haven't done in a long time. That muscle is being a tad grumpy while walking around the house this morning, but that problem shouldn't last much longer.
mellowtigger: (Default)
2025-02-01 01:50 pm
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I slept well

Finally, after a month of sleeping in a cold bed, or in a less-cold bed thanks to electric heater in the bedroom, or in an even-less-cold chair downstairs with electric blanket (that shuts off every few hours)... I finally have an electric mattress pad on my bed again, and I slept well last night. Yay!

UPS delivered the second package to the steps on my front door again. They ignored the instructions to deliver behind the door of my front porch again. *sigh*

Luckily, I saw it in time, before anyone else ran off with it. Yay for comfortable sleep again!

Edit 2025 Feb 02 Sunday:
I got my January electric bill, and it showed significantly higher usage than last January, almost 3X higher than usual. "Compared to this time last year, you used 189% more electricity." Yeah, don't use space heaters to fight the cold, unless the area is very well insulated. It's much more efficient to use electric blankets, and heat only what needs to be heated.

mellowtigger: (we can do it)
2025-01-24 10:09 am
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activism can be low-key too

I saw the news that Costco overwhelmingly rejected the anti-DEI policies being pushed by the Trump administration. I wish I could easily shop at Costco. I've thought so several times during this car-less time of my life. Today, I finally told them so.

It was hard to find the proper way to email them my thoughts, but I went to the main Costco webpage, selected the feedback button, and chose feedback for the existing location where I last shopped very many years ago. I sent them the following:

There's a food desert in north Minneapolis. There is no open ground where you could place a store here, but there is the light rail construction, which will open access here from many other locations. Please find a location on this future route and build a CostCo store location! I will gladly join your customer base if you do. I have no car, so it is not easy for me to visit any of your other locations. And thank you for your continuing DEI work and keeping your employees happy.
https://www.minneapolismn.gov/government/projects/blue-line-extension/

If they set their mind to it, they could easily create a new location faster than I expect the light rail construction to complete. It would be super convenient, though, if I could walk 2 blocks from my house to the light rail and then ride to the store and back. Cheap food in bulk would also be good in this continuing food desert experience in north Minneapolis. That new grocery store still isn't open. I checked about 2 weeks ago, walking there and peering into the windows, but it doesn't look like they've even started furnishing the place yet. I called the phone number on their Facebook page and left a message, asking when they expect to open. Hopefully soon?

mellowtigger: (thumbs up)
2025-01-17 12:35 pm
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good news

Okay, so the Target customer service with their delaying tactic was not yanking my chain. I called them again today. They agreed to replace the item, due to arrive on Wednesday next week, and they finally sent me an email update (the first) on this issue instead of just reference numbers they told me verbally on the phone. And they reassured me this replacement will also have the instructions to leave the package behind that front patio door, just like the first delivery.

It will arrive too late for the -27C/16F air temperatures forecast for Monday, but I'll figure out something else to stay warm until then.

mellowtigger: (Hope)
2024-12-08 06:26 pm
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interlude

Some days here are better than others.

Like yesterday evening, sitting under a warm blanket, watching tv from the recliner. Here is Hope curled up at my elbow. I managed to sneak a decent photo with the night-mode camera setting.

Hope sleeping at the elbow-bend of my arm

I'd be very lucky if every day ended so peacefully.

mellowtigger: (astronomy)
2024-12-06 10:00 am
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mini-update

Lowe's gave me a refund on the items that were wrongly delivered. Afterward, a neighbor brought over the mis-delivered items. Yay! I found the refund email from Lowe's, and I replied back saying it was okay to re-charge me. It bounced back, due to "no-reply" email address. *sigh* I called their number, spoke to a human in the wrong dept and they transferred me to accounting. It rang, then switched eventually to hold music, then it ended the call after about 15 minutes. *sigh again* Well, I tried to do the right thing. With the long phone call earlier this week, I may end up consuming more employee wages in customer service time than the $15 items were worth, so I'm just giving up now.

My leg was doing well with the physical therapy exercises. Then, on the way to the bus stop for the next therapy session, I decided to "walk quickly" across the road that was beeping at me for being late. Bad idea. I stressed that leg for the first time in nearly 2 weeks, and I was limping more strongly again. Therapy mostly went well, but there was a strange tourniquet thing we did, as he tried exhausting those leg muscles with whatever oxygen they had pooled already. My leg is in a bad mood again today.

The wind chill was below -18C/0F here in Minneapolis recently. Temperatures are supposed to get above freezing again this weekend, according to forecast. Winter is here. I'm looking forward to the winter solstice and at least getting some more daylight soon.

mellowtigger: (Default)
2024-11-12 05:27 pm

misc news from my house

Good news! The automated system to pay my property taxes seems to be working. I set it up earlier this year, but the due date was around the time I set it up, so I just paid immediately instead. This time, the due date was October 15. The charge/processing date is basically the same as the due date, so either it works successfully or you are subject to late penalties. Not a very good system.

But I finally thought to check it. The online system says my next due amount is March of next year, so I'm in good shape, governmentally.

While I was checking my property taxes, there were sirens. I saw 2 cop cars speed down the street in front of my house. I went out front to see where they were stopping (sirens stopped nearby). While I debated trying to walk to the end of the block to see what was going on, 2 cop cars were going down my alley too, while more sirens were approaching from elsewhere.

I'm still limping around, so I didn't see anything by the time I made it to my alley to look around. I have no idea what's going on.

mellowtigger: (snow)
2024-10-31 12:29 pm
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snow in Minneapolis

Guess what I'm doing today?

After ordering groceries online (now delivered and stored away) due to rain, I'm sitting under the electric blanket on the recliner with the cat, staying warm. That's what I'm doing today, during my "weekend" off from work.

Here's the view from my front porch door around noon in Minneapolis. In contrast, I think the high temperature yesterday was 24C/75F. What a difference a day makes.

snowfall in north Minneapolis on Halloween 2024

mellowtigger: (changed priorities)
2024-10-20 05:37 pm

we-all-do-better-when-we-all-do-better

I explained last year that one of the reasons I call 911 (if gunfire is within a 2-block radius here in my beloved warzone) is because emergency responders might arrive in time to save someone's life.

I've been pondering the question if I called 911 yesterday morning as usual, would the police have arrived a few seconds sooner than they did? And if police did arrive sooner, would those few seconds have made a difference in saving someone's life, just a short distance from my house?

I don't know.

When we fail our best nature, perhaps we don't really have options but to try doing better in the future. I know that living in the warzone for so long has changed me, and I probably don't know the full extent of that change. Next time, however, I will remind myself that being Mr. Crankypants at 5:55am and losing patience with the inhumanity of humanity is NOT a good reason to avoid calling 911 to report local gunfire.

beautiful blue and white flowers in my front yard in north MinneapolisAfter work today, I did some very minimal gardening. Here's another plant incomprehensibly deciding to flower very late in the season and during a strong drought. It's in my front yard, almost within arm's reach of the asphalt street.

Sometimes, foolish organisms do wonderful things, given the opportunity. It's precisely the magic that's worth watching in this weary world.

mellowtigger: (ukraine tears)
2024-10-19 05:31 pm

it has been a day

Sorry, but my day started and is finishing as a Moody Monday.

Click to read the not-so-great details...

My first workday alarm goes off at 5:55am local time. I heard gunfire not very many seconds after I woke up this morning. It seemed within the 2-block radius that I usually call it in to 911, but I was grumpy and still groggy and didn't want to participate in the too-familiar routine. A minute or two later, I heard a single police siren stop nearby. Later, I found these links about the event. It was almost exactly 1 block away, as the proverbial crow flies, and farther away by following the streets.

  • Citizen.com: 5:57:52 AM CDT Police are responding to a ShotSpotter activation reporting 10 rounds fired.
  • Citizen.com: 9:11:47 AM CDT Firefighters are assisting police with scene cleanup after a shooting.
  • Facebook.com: October 19, 2024, Minneapolis Police Chief Brian O’Hara said a fight after a party escalated to gunfire, leaving one man dead. Just before 6 a.m., Fourth Precinct Officers responded to the 1700 block of 26th Ave N on a ShotSpotter activation. While officers were enroute, the call was updated to a shooting. When they arrived, officers found a man with apparent life-threatening injuries. Officers provided medical aid until EMS arrived. The man died at the scene.

I was not in top form at work today. Several small dumb mistakes. Nothing major, at least.

I went for my usual walk westward after I ended my work day. I saw lots of squirrels foraging. None of them were chunky yet. It seems late in the season to still need that much fat. Strangely, I saw 2 dandelions blooming. Not seeding out, but blooming with yellow petals. Almost every other plant is clearly giving up for this season.

Nearing my home on the way back, somebody stopped me to ask for $1. I got my warzone wallet (which always has a few dollars in it) and gave the too-skinny, too-downtrodden young adult woman $2 and continued on my way. It's been like this for years. I can't walk anywhere around here without being stopped and asked for money. I'm a walking money machine. I don't know if it's my white skin, white beard, long hair, or the magic combination of all three indicators (trifecta!), but it happens far too frequently for my liking.

I heard the "God bless you" as I walked away. I'm not in the mood for it today, honestly. Whenever I see suffering alleviated, I always see some human's actions behind it, whatever their personal motivation. I with my modest income keep voting for representatives and policies that will increase my taxes so that we can have systems (instead of strangers) meeting these humanitarian needs in our own country, state, county, and city.

Today, I'm just tired.