mellowtigger: (gardening)
2025-05-11 07:39 pm
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flowers and heat

The heat is a bit much. Normally, May is the month in Minneapolis where we're hoping to avoid any frost damage to the things we planted much too early because we hoped prematurely for the end to winter. This year, we keep getting heatwaves. Minneapolis is currently under a red flag warning about fire risk due to the dryness and strong winds. The temperature as I write this post in the evening is 30.5C/87F. We're expecting a few days of temperatures above 32C/90F. It's warm weather for May in Minneapolis.

tulips and daffodils in north Minneapolis, 2025 May 11 Pictured here are the tulips and daffodils that are flowering in the front yard, in the middle of the raspberry patch that is beginning to leaf out. The flowers have been pretty for about 2 weeks already, so they won't last much longer.

I still haven't finished pulling out the grass in the front yard. I did succeed in mowing over the clover path in the back yard today during my lunch break from work. Yesterday, I got some carrots and tomatoes planted, from sprouts that I put in flats a few weeks ago.

I finally ordered the air conditioner that I located last year. It may not arrive until after this heat wave breaks, but at least I'll be ready for summer. For now, the thermal mass in the house is keeping downstairs cool. Upstairs in my bedroom, I open the windows at night to help some of the heat escape and get some more comfortable rest.

mellowtigger: (gardening)
2025-05-06 08:05 pm
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a neighborly surprise

Today was the first day at work that I felt "normal" again, after the recent arthritis adventure. After work, I went outside to the front yard to do some more pulling of invasive grass. The back yard needs even more work. I was supposed to get a lot of it done last week, but the weather and my health didn't cooperate.

Some tulips and daffodils are blooming right now. They look nice, when I get the tall grass out of the way. The strawberries and raspberries are putting on leaves again. The juneberries and cherry tree are blooming.

A car stopped in front of my house, still in the middle of the road. The lady driving the car explained to me through the side window that they lived just a few houses away on my block. They said they enjoyed my yard. I explained that I started this process for the pollinators. I said in the summer they should take a stroll up and down the block and just "listen" around here too, since obviously nature likes it here.

So I know the name of a new neighbor. They have chickens too. That makes 3 chicken owners that I know of within a 1-block radius.

mellowtigger: (calm relax)
2025-05-04 07:06 pm
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not the left knee, I hope

My temperature was only 37.2C/99.0F this morning. I wore long clothes in the morning to stay warm, because I felt cool still. By afternoon, I took off the long sleeve shirt. After work, I felt well enough to finally get outside and do some gardening.

I'm pretty sure I'm developing arthritis in both feet. The pain is similar but still in the developing stage. My left knee, though. I had to stop gardening because I kept grimacing and audibly "ow"-ing whenever I had to stand up. It's a sharp pain like arthritis, but it doesn't feel quite as concentrated and pointy as arthritis. Hopefully it's just a result of being unfit, and it will heal into good shape soon.

If it ends up being arthritis, then I'll probably have to sell my house. Yuck. I can't keep up the yard without good knees. I can deal with the rest of it, even the feet, I think. Knees, though... I don't want to be so old that I can't garden. I don't want to sell my house to somebody who'll just put in a grass yard. I want all of this effort to continue keeping pollinators around.

For now... good thoughts. Rest for now, not aggravating the knee. At least until tomorrow after work, when I'll I return to the garden to remove more grass that shouldn't be there. Today, I disturbed some large flower bulbs whose sprouts hadn't yet broken the surface. Good thoughts for them too. I hope I didn't damage anything important while trying to keep my yard in fair condition for city inspectors who drive around occasionally.

It fascinates me that this whole-body arthritis flare-up seemed triggered by that pneumococcal vaccine. I went searching just now, and this Arthritis Foundation webpage recommends getting the vaccine "... or when your arthritis isn't active". What's up with that?

mellowtigger: (unicorns rainbows)
2024-10-21 04:33 pm
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rabbit

After work today, I walked into my back yard intending to water some plants that I put in the ground earlier this year. The drought here is strong.

I accidentally startled a small rabbit. I turned around and went back into the house. Here's the view from my kitchen door on the back patio.

a small brown mottled rabbit in my back yard in north Minneapolis, 2024 Oct 21 Mon

Moody Monday is cancelled for today.

mellowtigger: (changed priorities)
2024-10-20 05:37 pm

we-all-do-better-when-we-all-do-better

I explained last year that one of the reasons I call 911 (if gunfire is within a 2-block radius here in my beloved warzone) is because emergency responders might arrive in time to save someone's life.

I've been pondering the question if I called 911 yesterday morning as usual, would the police have arrived a few seconds sooner than they did? And if police did arrive sooner, would those few seconds have made a difference in saving someone's life, just a short distance from my house?

I don't know.

When we fail our best nature, perhaps we don't really have options but to try doing better in the future. I know that living in the warzone for so long has changed me, and I probably don't know the full extent of that change. Next time, however, I will remind myself that being Mr. Crankypants at 5:55am and losing patience with the inhumanity of humanity is NOT a good reason to avoid calling 911 to report local gunfire.

beautiful blue and white flowers in my front yard in north MinneapolisAfter work today, I did some very minimal gardening. Here's another plant incomprehensibly deciding to flower very late in the season and during a strong drought. It's in my front yard, almost within arm's reach of the asphalt street.

Sometimes, foolish organisms do wonderful things, given the opportunity. It's precisely the magic that's worth watching in this weary world.

mellowtigger: (flameproof)
2024-09-04 03:30 pm
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bur cucumber flower buds HURT

I spent about half an hour today on the back door steps, slowly pulling prickly spines out of a t-shirt that I wore a few days ago when I went on a gardening spree, cutting down some vines that were choking off some trees. It seemed like everywhere those vines touched me, I ended up with painful tiny spines sticking in my skin and shirt. I think I salvaged it well enough that I won't have to throw away an otherwise good t-shirt.

According to the Pl@ntNet app, the only likely candidate for it is Sicyos angulatus. A common name for it is "oneseed bur cucumber". I agree that "bur" is the right word to use here.

Next year, I'll try to cull them a lot sooner, before they choke the small apple or weeping mulberry tree, before they grow flower buds that are dangerous to mammals like me. Here's a picture from my back yard today. As always, click to embiggen. Zoom in close enough on that cluster of buds, and you can feel the hurt. Their one saving grace is that they don't have hooks that I can tell. They are mostly just straight spines, but those spines break off very easily from the plant, embedding in skin and clothes at the slightest touch.

cucumber flower buds with hurtful prickly spines, north Minneapolis back yard, 2024 September 04

mellowtigger: (Bee The Change)
2024-08-06 05:37 pm
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update on the nice garden

Yes, I'm ignoring the big political news from Minnesota for now. I wanted to talk about my back yard instead.

See some photos of plants, pollinators, and fruit...

Here's the view of my back yard 2 weeks ago. The cup plants were over 2.4m/8ft tall, with the hops not far behind. Since then, the cup plants grew so tall that they leaned over under their own weight, some of them almost horizontal.

overgrown back yard, with tall cup plants and hops, north Minneapolis, 2024 July 24

Today, after work, I spent time cutting down many of those cups plants, because I needed to plant some raspberry that arrived a day or two ago. I felt slightly guilty with each giant stalk I cut down, disturbing the very many pollinators that were all over them. I cleared only a small enough section for now to get the raspberries into the ground. I'll leave the others a while longer, since they're still putting on fresh new flowers and pollen.

At the section where the new raspberries are planted now, I took this photo of a bee a few days ago. It's at one of the bergamot flowers that was struggling under the shade of the giant cup plants. I kept my hand in the photo for comparison. That's one large bee. It seems much too large for mason bees, so maybe there's an actual honey bee hive somewhere? My yard is full of them right now. Easily 100 or more in my back yard. In the section of my yard with blackberries, there are also cup plants that need to go. On them today, however, is this beauty. With those gorgeous tiger stripes, it obviously has to be some kind of Tiger Swallowtail butterfly, but I can't tell which particular kind yet. I've asked in a Butterfly group on Reddit if someone can tell me more.

large bee on bergamot flower, in north Minneapolis back yard, 2024 July 24 Tiger Swallowtail butterfly in my back yard in north Minneapolis, 2024 August 06

And next to that blackberry area is the apricot tree. I pulled my first 3 ripe fruits from it today! Here's a photo of their "good side" that isn't rotted with bug bites. *laugh* I'll have to be quick to get something worth eating before the bugs take them from me.

apricots from my back yard in north Minneapolis, 2024 August 06

I know that often my yard doesn't "look" nice at all, but I do slowly get it tamed back to general human standards. These photos show the reasons I love the #Lawns2Legumes program in Minnesota. Keep those pollinators happy, and it benefits humans too by having a healthy ecosystem.

mellowtigger: (hide)
2024-07-16 05:59 pm

not enough plants in the house

Considering how quickly the CO2 level increases in my house, now that I have convenient CO2 monitors to measure it, I began wondering why it changed so fast when I have plenty of houseplants at the windows downstairs. Sure, not all of them get direct sunlight, so they're not at peak efficiency, but why don't they make more of a dent in the carbon dioxide buildup?

That question led me to this recent YouTube video. It poses the question, "How many plants do you need to breathe?" The channel's author then builds an airtight room to test that question. The video is about half an hour long, and you could skip to the end for more of an "answer" (there's not an exact answer yet), but the journey is educational and worth the time to view it.

Basically, I wouldn't be able to grow enough plants to meet my own personal needs. It's a very disappointing answer, far from what we thought NASA said. It might be possible, though, to redesign houses with some kind of bioreactor that could do a fair job of scrubbing the air for a single person. It really calls attention to how much biosphere we need as a species. We should definitely do more to protect the forests (trees) and oceans (algae) that allow us to continue living here.

mellowtigger: (gardening)
2024-07-13 12:45 pm
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what is your favorite cherry tree?

dwarf cherry tree main branch split after hailstorm, 2023 July 10A hailstorm swept through Minneapolis on Wednesday. I didn't notice at the time, but the main branch of my dwarf cherry tree broke. There's now a big "hole" in the middle of this tree. :(

I've had so little luck getting a proper cherry crop from this tree after many years, and now I have this setback. I've decided to give up the great sunlight in the area directly south of my house. I'll buy a proper full-size cherry tree to plant there. It'll be nice fruit to eat, a beautiful site from the street, and shade for my house in the summer.

What's your favorite cherry to eat fresh from the tree or frozen (added to smoothies or ice cream)? It needs to be hardy to zone 4 too. And maybe self-pollinating? I'm open to suggestions.

Edit 4:45pm: Okay, I've nearly decided. I'll get

  • a Montmorency cherry (tart, standard size, up to 5 meters tall and wide, planted close to the front fence so pedestrians could grab some) and
  • a Kristin cherry (sweet, dwarf, about 3 meters, planted by the back fence to replace that terribly astringent jostaberry, and anybody walking the alley could pick some), and
  • a Hinnomaki red gooseberry to also help replace that jostaberry growth.
  • Next to the Montmorency, I will place a hazelnut tree for bigger shade and more food options. Hazelnuts are native to Minnesota, so hopefully one is sufficient for pollination.
  • And a few more columnar apple trees. They take so very little space. I'd like to see more than one or two fruits that the squirrels steal first.

mellowtigger: (gardening)
2024-07-06 06:20 pm
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what is this plant?

maybe false sunflower variety Burning Hearts?  dark green leaves with purple tings on edges, with small yellow daisy flower with dark orange centerAfter work today, I spent an hour in the back yard digging out some crown vetch and cup plants that had completely overshadowed this plant (pictured at right) and the blueberries. The purple is not as sharp this year as that photo from 2022. I mentioned then that I think this plant is Heliopsis. I still can't find any record of when/where I bought it, but I remember for certain that I dug that hole and planted it intentionally.

When I check on the PlantNet with separate photos of the flowers and the leaves, it gives only about a 70% confidence in its identification of Heliopsis helianthoides. I searched in google images for a while, and the nearest match that I can make is Heliopsis helianthoides, variety "Burning Hearts", as pictured in these photos.

Does anyone have a better guess?

I'm happy to report that even though the transplanted blueberries were even more deeply overshadowed than these plants, one of the blueberries somehow managed to produce 2 whole fruits. Not much, but so much more than I expected for their condition this summer. Good on them for enduring my neglect while I painted the house instead.

I'm also happy to report that after getting the neighbor's tree limb cut down last year (which was hanging far over my yard, bending down on my electricity and fiber optic internet cable, and letting squirrels run onto my roof) that one of the bayberry plants has really shot up now that it's getting full sun for most of the day. I don't know if it's female. I still haven't seen blooms or fruit on any of them. I really do want to someday make my own bayberry candle at home.

mellowtigger: (gardening)
2024-06-16 05:11 pm
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garden update

I intended to step outside to do a small bit of gardening today. The sun happens to be shining at the moment, after a few days of on-and-off rain. The rain begins again in a few more hours, and it's forecast to continue... well, for the reasonable future forecast of many days. It's apparently a side effect of that heat dome over the eastern coast.

It's swampy out there. I decided that I just didn't want to spend more time in that sultry heat. Honestly, it's only 30C/87F air temp and 34C/93F heat index, but... I just don't want to today.

I still have a few cherries on the tree, but most of them dropped despite my adding a water drip for many days (until the rain) this year. For the very first time, I have peaches. There are dozens and dozens of "Red Haven" peaches (pictured at right), but that tree seems stressed too, with tiny peaches all over the ground around that tree. For the very first time, I have a handful of apples too, both on the regular "Northwestern Greening" apple tree and one of the "North Pole" columnar apple trees. Everything is still a long while from being ripe, and I hope some of the fruits survive the ripening time so I can taste them this year.

And I really need to get the back yard under control. Soon after all of this rain has finally stopped falling. And after I paint those 2 remaining windows. But not today.

mellowtigger: (gardening)
2024-06-04 04:45 pm
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clover lawn

I still need more practice with a clover lawn.

I've got some sections of walkway that are thick enough with clover to block any unintentional plants growing there. That's good. But that clover is also growing too tall to make a useful walkway. That's bad. I need to figure out what height to mow, so the clover rebounds quickly, quick enough to suppress other seeds from sprouting.

I just mowed some of my walkway in the back yard, the parts that were overgrown by things not clover. I threw down some more clover seed. Hopefully I mowed short enough to kill everything else. We have rain coming here in a few hours, which should help those clover seeds sprout.

I just need more practice at all of this, despite living here for over 8 years already. I lasted about half an hour in today's temperature and humidity, which wasn't bad as Minneapolis weather goes, just more than I'm accustomed to.

mellowtigger: (gardening)
2024-05-21 04:28 pm

Minneapolis update

'Many Mahalos' iris blooming in north Minneapolis front yard, 2024 May 21In my front yard, the 'Many Mahalos' iris is blooming, same bloom date as last year, despite the very warm spring we had here. I obviously forgot to break them up last year to get a larger spread of them now. Hopefully I'll remember to do that later this year. Also, you can see the strawberries flowering nicely.

For several days already, local news web sites and tv stations have been going on about the imminent bloom of the death flower in the Como Conservatory. It's named Horace. I'd be willing to grow one in my yard, but they're native to Sumatra (according to the Washingtonian), so not exactly suited for cold Minnesota.

The news has been warning for a full day already about the storm that's blowing through Iowa right now. The edge should reach Minneapolis within about 2 hours. This storm has strong potential for tornadoes and hail. I don't expect much but rain here, since we're on the edge of the warning areas with about 40% chance of it arriving here. I can hear the thunder starting up again right now, so I'd better save this draft before any potential power outage.

Edit Wednesday morning: Still here. It was just rain here, except for a single lightning strike at 5:52pm that was so close to the house that the thunder shook the windows repeatedly and even my recliner chair.

Edit Wednesday noon: Apparently the people of Iowa were not as lucky (free gift link) as me. :(

mellowtigger: (gardening)
2024-05-09 08:35 am
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stuff to do today

I hear the frogs singing again today, same as yesterday. They don't do that for long. I expect today or tomorrow to be the last day I can hear them from my house, a block away.

dwarf cherry tree in bloom in north Minneapolis, 2024 May 09 ThursdayHere's the dwarf cherry tree, blooming in north Minneapolis in my back yard. I suppose I should start a water drip for it. I don't want the tree to feel water stressed, making it drop all the fruit immediately after it forms. I really hope this year I finally get a crop of cherries.

I have an appointment this afternoon for Minnesota Rusco to give me an estimate to replace some windows, and tomorrow morning Renewal By Anderson will do the same. MN Rusco is where I ordered back in 2019, and that turned out extremely nice. That was expensive, though, and I worry that inflation these last few years will make it even worse now.

I need both end windows upstairs to change from casement to double-hung, so in theory a window air conditioning unit could be hung in each bedroom. Meanwhile, I want the current double-hung windows in my bedroom to switch to casement, because it is SUPER COLD or SUPER HOT in my room with the current wind blowing through the rotted out windows. The money I've collected for the last year at my current job had this expenditure in mind. I just hope it's enough. I'd hate to get down to zero savings again. I know that's how most Americans live, paycheck to paycheck with no buffer for medical emergency, but it's not fun living like that. I've been there.

And I should go to the grocery store this morning too, before the appointments begin, so I'm ready for next week at work.

mellowtigger: (gardening)
2024-05-03 04:54 pm
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daffodils and tulips

I'm feeling better, but it comes after slacking off during my "weekend". I spent only an hour today digging in the front yard, and I was already short winded and light headed. I'm very much out of shape.

flowers in front yard of north Minneapolis, 2024 May 03Rather than document what did or didn't get accomplished outside, I'll just show this photo of one part of my front yard. There are tulips, daffodils, violets, and dandelions blooming right now.

And I didn't update my resume, which means I didn't apply for that job promotion. I really should update my resume, though. Besides applying for promotions, I could also apply elsewhere. I don't see many 100% remote jobs these days, but they still exist. Maybe I could find something less stressful.

mellowtigger: (gardening)
2024-04-23 06:01 pm
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frost warning

snow in front yard of north Minneapolis home, 2024 April 20 SaturdayI forgot to post it this weekend, but Minneapolis received a small bit of snow on Saturday morning. Here's the photographic proof. It was just a few flakes, really. They stayed for a few hours in the shade until it finally warmed up. I mention it because we have a frost advisory for the morning. I'll bring in my 2 flats one more time tonight. I hope this time will finally be the last time for that cold danger.

The Minnesota state DNR provides this table for freeze probabilities in Minneapolis in the spring season.

temp (C/F)probability of target temperature after that date
0.100.200.300.400.500.600.700.800.90
2C/36FMay 24May 18May 14May 10May 07May 04May 01Apr 28Apr 24
0C/32FMay 12May 06May 03Apr 30Apr 27Apr 24Apr 22Apr 18Apr 13

It's only April 23rd today, so there's still historically about a 2/3 chance for another freeze before the season is done. This year, however, has been unusually warm. I'm willing to hope that tomorrow morning's freeze is the last one.

mellowtigger: (gardening)
2024-04-14 06:29 pm
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slightly more gardening done

The temperature in Minneapolis reached 29C/84F yesterday. That's an interesting trick, since April temperatures are usually just comfortably above freezing. Next Saturday, the forecast is for one degree above freezing. I got some seeds into flats, so hopefully I'll have sprouts just in time to plant after all the frost is gone.

purple flower, Green anemone, 2024 April 14 in MinneapolisI did some more digging in my back yard to eliminate unwanted growth. I'm starting to wonder if blackberry canes are worth the trouble? At least I have very little burdock appearing this year. We could learn intolerance in the garden, where we decide which species must live and which must die. I'm not very efficient at gardening, thankfully, because I let things grow just to see them grow. Sometimes new and surprising things show up. Like this lone purple aster. Plant databases online suggest this tiny little plant is actually a Greek anemone. Where did it come from? Surprise! Just flowering there, all alone, no pollinators around that I can tell yet. I hope it survives and continues to a new generation. I searched my email, but I never bought such a plant online.

blue flowers, glory-of-the-snow, 2024 April 14 in MinneapolisI was happy to see that some Glory-of-the-Snow that I transplanted previously has survived and is now showing off in my front yard. In a few more years, it should be a nice broad carpet when the snow first melts.

I wish I didn't devote most of my waking hours to thoughts of "earning a living". I'd rather do gardening and other stuff.

mellowtigger: (hide)
2024-04-11 03:31 pm

I was gardening

I made my weekly run to the grocery store this morning, then I spent a few hours outdoors in my back yard. I made the mistake of growing crown vetch back there a few years ago, and now I need to eliminate the hugely invasive plant. The bees love the stuff, but it's overcrowding and killing everything else around it that's less than waist high, so it needs to go. I have other things the bees love that can take its place. Unfortunately, it's not exactly easy to remove, because it has roots that run elsewhere.

I also started burning some old wood. The "weeds" that went to seed last fall, for instance, they went up in smoke so they don't germinate this spring. Again, I have other things the pollinators like that will take their place. Plants that won't take advantage of my mammal heritage and cling painfully to my body hair with their seeds.

flightradar24 flight path north Minneapolis 2024 April 11Then there were sirens. Lots of sirens. And more sirens. Then some more. Then the airplane started circling. Here's the screenshot at the moment, as of 3:30pm Central. My house is practically at the center of the loop, so I figured something bad must have happened extremely close. I searched online and found this post, describing what happened 3 streets (1.5 blocks) west of me. Somebody robbed the gas station at gunpoint then entered a house nearby.

I put away my gardening things and locked the doors. It's time to play some Stardew Valley on the Steam Deck and drink a nice apple cider while pretending the rest of humanity doesn't exist.

I'll get back to gardening tomorrow.

mellowtigger: joystick (gaming)
2023-12-31 11:52 am
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before it starts

Tomorrow is my last day off from work, then students move in for the semester start. That means it is time for "hell week" all over again, despite so many mini-hell-weeks since the fall semester started a few months ago. Anyway...

I noticed a few days ago that some (only a few) trees on my block are putting on buds, thanks to the warmest December on record in Minnesota. I didn't take a photo, then last night we got a dusting of snow, so the buds are probably covered up at the moment.

snow in back yard of north Minneapolis, with tall grass tasslesHere, though, is a photo of the fire dragon maiden grass that I bought in spring of 2021. It's finally large enough to notice, although the red has muted since they first died back for the winter season. The tassles, though, do look nice over the snow. Notice that peculiar and scraggly plant in the foreground? That's the tallest bayberry plant I've got, which I planted back in 2016. I've yet to see a single bayberry fruit, though, so I may never get to craft my own bayberry candle for a winter holiday season.

I had my house viewed by a salesperson for the possibility of installing a heat pump from Daikin for ductless a/c and heating. The sales rep said they operate down to -24C/-12F, so there would be days in winter when it wouldn't operate at all, leaving me on the coldest winter days with only electric blankets. I can live with that, if it means being able to turn off my gas heater. Unfortunately, the heat pump costs about $7k per "head" for the main unit, which feeds a pipe that snakes along the outside of the house to a small unit that can heat/cool a single room. I want at least the 2 upstairs bedrooms covered... and preferably the ground floor living room too. So, that's not going to happen this year. Instead, I should focus on saving money to replace the windows upstairs, so any hot/cold air can be contained indoors. I can live easily with a single window a/c unit for another year.

More later on the Steam Deck OLED, Steam Dock, PowerA wired X box controller, and the game Coral Island. That game is clearly a direct rip-off from classic Stardew Valley, which is why I like it so much, I think. Anyway, I splurged on myself for gifts last month, and I've enjoyed it very much this week. Suffice to say for now that the Steam Deck (a Linux pc in game box format) is an engineering marvel.

mellowtigger: (Default)
2023-12-14 09:48 pm

still here

winter solstice - RLM Art Studios; https://mas.to/@rlmartstudio/111534824765570213I'm still here. Not much motivation, and I'm not even reading much online recently. After next week, there's a mandatory 1-week holiday paid leave, so at least I'll have a break from the stressful job at last.

I ordered some solstice stuff from RLM Art Studio after I saw this very nice image from them on Mastodon. I threw in an extra $5 gift to them with the order, so I feel no guilt about using their image here to let others know about them. If ever there was a good use for NFT, it would be an image that people could get "bragging rights" to share, while simultaneously handing money over to people doing nice things.

I remembered a dream upon waking this morning, so I should make a note to record it for this year's tally.

Read the short, uneventful dream...

I was in a large space with someone. It was like an office space that was converted to living space. There were many rows of library book shelves in it, and I used several of them to store my books while I lived here. I lived here with someone else. (I think this someone was a guy I dated long ago, but within the dream we were just roommates.)

Two other guys showed up, moving in. One of the guys starting filling the few still-empty bookshelves with books from boxes they were hauling in. That guy picked up one of the books and started talking to me. "I noticed your gay section includes a lot of titles about Bears like you. I thought you might appreciate this book too." I looked at the book (I have no idea what the title is now.) and realized it was another gay story, suggesting that these two guys were also gay.

And that's it. End of very uneventful dream. Someone showed me a book.

Nature still lives here. I took this photo of a red Northern cardinal on the ground in my back yard outside my living room window last week. Today, I took this photo of the christmas cactus at that window that is blooming again.

red cardinal bird in back yard in Minneapolis 2023 December 07 christmas cactus blooming in Minneapolis 2023 December 14