just how tired?

2025-Jun-29, Sunday 06:40 am
mellowtigger: (sleepy)

Ever since starting this job, I've commented about how exhausting it is. It's hard to quantify it. Just how tiring is it? Yesterday was unusually busy for a Saturday. No common thread to the issues, just an unusual amount of everything. I avoided yard work afterward (as usual) and just watched television until bedtime instead.

Last night, there was a Minneapolis tornado warning. I didn't know until I woke up this morning and saw the news headlines. I saw on Reddit how people reacted to the phone alert, some local electrical outages, the thunder-rattled windows, some video of the lightning (even this plane), and especially this commemorative t-shirt ("I survived the 1am tornado scare").

I slept through it. I didn't hear the tornado sirens blare. I didn't hear the phone alarm beeps. I didn't hear the thunder. I just slept through it all. That's how brain-tired I was.

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A serious problem that I saw in Trump's first term was the significant delay (even when he was no longer President) in filing prosecution for illegal acts seen committed over the 4 previous years. Delay almost 4 more years while Biden was President, then finally send things to court shortly before the next election. What? Why wait? Even the Mueller report about Trump obstruction of justice during the first presidency was basically just a document saying, "Somebody should do something about this, but it won't be me."

Trial is supposed to be speedy, which means two things need to happen.

Click to read my thoughts and the example of my kin...

1) Charges must be filed, and 2) Defense must be given opportunity to collect their own evidence. Delays in either process can harm the potential for actual justice to happen. With each delay, evidence is lost to simple entropy or willful destruction, and witnesses forget details... or worse, construct inaccurate history. For #1, we have the statute of limitations. I don't always agree with the numbers, but at least they are clear and impartial. For #2, however, things are murky, and I desire clarity.

I think about it now because of this particular case:

  • A relative of mine is held in county jail, accused of murdering another relative of mine. (search jail records with Booking # "57369-2024" here, and news story here).
  • The deceased was killed on 2023 December 27.
  • Jail records show the defendant was booked on 2024 Feb 06.
  • It is now almost 1.5 years later, but the defendant is still in county jail.

I wonder, because my own short 1.5 days in county jail brought me zero knowledge of how I was even supposed to contact a lawyer while I was there, and my cat needed water and food back home. What is the justification for delay of trial? Not justification in the sense of reasonable explanation of logistics, I mean justification as in ethical cause for incarcerating an innocent-until-proven-guilty citizen? Even for murder, even for murder of my own distant kin, I tend to think that the government should just drop charges if they cannot make their case within a year. Yes, a whole lot of criminals would go free and crimes go unpunished. On the whole, though, isn't that better than some innocent people losing portions of their short lifespans to government process? There are innocent-until-proven-guilty people awaiting trial from jail because they cannot afford bond, and some people eventually are judged innocent of the accusation against them. In addition (unrelated to pre-trial in discussion here) some people were wrongfully convicted and sitting in prison, and they number more than a few. All of them are held behind bars, and we should have a good reason for it. That's a product of our authority, government acting on our behalf.

I've tried to read about it. This legal case, for example, is eye-opening. That murder case took 7 years to bring to trial. I understand that the Sixth Amendment grants right to speedy trial in federal cases, and I understand that the Fourteenth Amendment extends that right to state prosecutions as part of "due process". That Sixth Amendment, though, is short. What does "speedy" mean in practice?

The devil is in the details, as they say. I don't know how I would write the code that determines justice in the courts. Do you have any thoughts?

remember SARS-CoV-2?

2025-Jun-23, Monday 09:09 pm
mellowtigger: (biohazard)

I haven't written much about SARS-CoV-2 this year. It's still out there, despite the television news not really mentioning much of anything any more. Today, I wanted to share some tidbits that are interesting or worrying, while simultaneously avoiding my Doom Bingo 2025 topics. I'm also avoiding a lot of old 2022 studies that showed persistent infection in the brain and various kinds of physical damage in the brain after infection. I tried to keep these links a lot more "fresh" and recent.

Click to see a little of the bad news in no particular order...

The good news? There is some.

Click to read the proverbial silver lining...

  • This pre-print makes some interesting claims. Researchers found damage to the brainstem and cerebellum that might explain a variety of Long Covid symptoms. Notably, "While viral genetic material was detectable, infected neurons were not observed." This observation gives hope that we can become infected and sometimes not develop persistence within the brain. It might be imported from other areas of the body instead, maybe tissue without immune privilege, so the ongoing infection could eventually be cured. Within the downloaded PDF of the full article, they suggest that the virus damages the immune system, resulting in auto-immune problems that affect these outcomes in the brain, although these details are well above my level of understanding.
    "Brainstem Reduction and Deformation in the 4th Ventricle Cerebellar Peduncles in Long COVID Patients: Insights into Neuroinflammatory Sequelae and “Broken Bridge Syndrome”

  • This study offers another kind of hope. "Here we demonstrate extensive endothelial cell (EC) death in the microvasculature of COVID-19 organs. Notably, EC death was not associated with fibrin formation or platelet deposition, but was linked to microvascular red blood cell (RBC) haemolysis." As I interpret it, red blood cells are "jumping on a live grenade" to save you from circulatory system damage, and these kinds of clots might respond to new drugs that current blood thinning drugs don't help. That's good news too, despite the macabre horror of it.
    "Ischaemic endothelial necroptosis induces haemolysis and COVID-19 angiopathy"

  • This study notes that "SARS-CoV-2 infection is known to cause changes in the T cell compartment, including differences in expression of receptors associated with exhaustion. While immune responses to infection and vaccination are not equivalent, in the eyes of the public, this concern of immune exhaustion after infection can carry over to vaccination." They found that repeat vaccination does not lead to T-cell exhaustion. That finding is good news. I've mentioned before that spike protein (whether virus or vaccine) carries its own dangers, but at least immune system reduction doesn't seem to result from vaccination, just infection.
    "No evidence of immune exhaustion after repeated SARS-CoV-2 vaccination in vulnerable and healthy populations"

Sorry, that's a lot of information, even after I deleted half a dozen articles that I included on the first draft. :(

I still mask around other people. No matter how many times you've had COVID, it's better not to get it even one more time. Stay safe out there.

neurologic kitty?

2025-Jun-19, Thursday 10:24 pm
mellowtigger: (crazy)

Neurologic issues in animals was mentioned recently by [personal profile] threemeninaboat, which finally spurred me to upload this video to YouTube. I recorded it on the morning of May 30th, but I just never got around to doing anything with it. I recorded it because of something a veterinarian said when Hope was still a kitten. I had never seen this strange behavior before in other cats, so I asked the doctor about it. Hope, of course, wouldn't perform on cue, so the vet guessed maybe it was something "neurological", since the doctor didn't recognize the behavior I described either.

Hope will obsessively lick the roof of her own mouth... loudly... and often tilting her head various directions. She has done it for over a decade, ever since she was a kitten. I've tried before to record it, but usually I disturb her concentration while I'm fumbling around to get the phone. This morning, she stayed with it.

I haven't been able to imagine any way that this behavior is harmful, so I've never tried to interfere with it. Despite being 15 years old as a cat, she still takes energetic flying leaps from the stairs to land with a thud on the ground floor in the living room. Hope also searches for spider webs and greedily chomps at them like they're delicious cotton candy.

Weird cat. That's fine. I'm fine with weird.

working on Juneteenth

2025-Jun-18, Wednesday 04:39 pm
mellowtigger: (phone operator Ernestine)

Back when I was working into the evening hours and on Thursdays, I volunteered to work on tomorrow's national holiday, June 19th. Later, I switched schedules to have Thursday/Friday as my "weekend". I was reminded today that I'm working tomorrow, which was a good thing because I completely forgot about this obligation.

Oopsie!

With only 1 day for recovery on Friday, next week will seem a long haul. Hopefully there will be a lot fewer calls tomorrow, but I have my doubts. No prior holiday has seemed like a "holiday" when I worked it. The day was always busier than usual because many fewer people were taking calls. It was more like half the ticket volume, with a lot fewer than half of the people available. The whole world is 24x7x365 now, so there's no such thing as "holiday" any more. Everybody expects service at all times.

Quotes from Ernestine, the phone operator, are not really a good model for behavior on the job. (Hence the humor of them.) Quotes from Lily Tomlin, however, are quite helpful.

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