mellowtigger: from Jason Lloyd artwork at https://www.teepublic.com/poster-and-art/2093722-unicorn-stab?store_id=113309 (stabby)
2025-03-24 07:30 pm

we're deliberately losing the truth

I keep missing topics that I intend to write about, because the firehose of absurdities keeps flowing.

Click to read the many words of other people...

Other people have written well about anti-intellectualism in the USA across its history. I like this quote from this article (The Atlantic; sorry, locked behind a paywall).

“Above all, historians should make us understand the ways in which the past was distinct,” the New York Times columnist Bret Stephens wrote. When we are told that historical writings should be irrelevant to our contemporary debates, it is not hard to figure out why. History, when taught truthfully, reveals the bigotry in our contemporary debates. Which is why the conservators of bigotry don’t want history taught in schools. It has nothing to do with the discomfort of children. It is uncomfortable for the opponents of truthful history to have the rest of us see them, to have their kids see them. They don’t want anyone to clearly see how closely they replicate colonizers, land stealers, human traders, enslavers, Klansmen, lynchers, anti-suffragists, robber barons, Nazis, and Jim Crow segregationists who attacked democracy, allowed mass killings, bound people in freedom’s name, ridiculed truth tellers and immigrants, lied for sport, banned books, strove to control women’s reproduction, blamed the poor for their poverty, bashed unions, and engaged in political violence. Historical amnesia is vital to the conservation of their bigotry. Because historical amnesia suppresses our resistance to their bigotry.

More recently, a science/tech vlogger on YouTube created this Short video about current news.

Right now, the most powerful people in America aren't coming after science because it threatens some people's ideologies or their world views or their livelihoods. They're coming after science because it threatens their power... I think that this is an attack on the idea that some people have information that might contradict the desires of the select few who see themselves as the only legitimate powers.

Succinct. I like it. Why are these ideas relevant? And keep in mind that this is just the start of this new administration...

Kids in cells made for bad optics last time around, so this time we seem to be going for an Abu Ghraib / Guantanamo Bay style of exported incarceration. It's a lot harder to monitor the truth when you export it outside of the national border. What could go wrong with that plan?

The intake began with slaps. One young man sobbed when a guard pushed him to the floor. He said, “I’m not a gang member. I’m gay. I’m a barber.” I believed him. But maybe it’s only because he didn’t look like what I had expected—he wasn’t a tattooed monster.
- Time.com

Knowledge is a threat to fascism. (me) Reality has a well-known liberal bias. (Stephen Colbert) Ignorance is the handmaiden of tyranny. (Robert Reich)

mellowtigger: (flameproof)
2024-11-18 04:57 pm

last call

I've said it before (in 2022 April, 2022 June, and 2023 June), but here is the last call: Get out of there while you can.

I've been promoting Minnesota as a good destination particularly for the giblets (gay, intersex, bisexual, lesbian, everyone else, transgender, and straight allies), but this recent story makes clear that nowhere is safe. Two transgender women in Minneapolis were harassed, struck, then beaten after they defended themselves. It's perfectly rational to expect the violence to escalate now and through the next 4 years. We have Project 2025's goals and Trump's stated promises. Don't expect anti-immigrant actions or anti-homeless actions to stop there. They're already planning courts-martial too. Remember the poem with "First they came for the socialists..." and all that boring history stuff that followed. Everybody's stressed, and too many people are looking for someone that they can be "above" on the pecking order as authoritarianism rises.

The true believers are emboldened already. It only starts with Neo-Nazis in the streets. Trump has a lot of campaign promises to keep.

So... last call. Get out of there, wherever you are, and move to someplace safer. Update your resume, get your passport, contact family or friends in safer locations to ask for help with a move, make whatever preparations you can.

mellowtigger: (unicorns rainbows)
2024-09-06 08:55 am

happy day

It's only 8:40am local time, but I already feel unreasonably happy today.

The guy from Wolf Pest Control showed up promptly at 8am this morning. He sprayed the hornet nests, using his ladder to climb on top of my front porch to reach the 2nd one. The 1st one is easy to reach, near the ground. He had a bulky full-body suit like a firefighter that he wore for the work. He said to give it at least a week before trying to seal them up. He recommends people just wait through the winter too. I'll try clearing up the brush next week, at least, so the painters have clear access to my house later. I shouldn't be bothered by hornets by then. It was definitely worth the $240 for 30 minutes of work this morning.

He was surprisingly nice to talk to, while I wrote out a check afterward on the front porch step. He said he doesn't exterminate bumblebees, which are more regulated than hornets, even if they're the infestation, "because pollinators are good". Maybe he liked my pollinator-friendly yard? Appropriate to the business name, he definitely had the "wolf" look with a full beard, from the bear terminology. I have no idea if he's family, but I'll hope that he is.

The mood in Minneapolis is gearing down for winter. I didn't get everything done that needs to be done for the house, but I got the first floor painted, with plans for the second floor this year. I got the 4 worst windows replaced, with only 1 more to go. I bought the latest new smart phone generation, replacing the broken one I had for years. Thanks to a generous gift from my parents, my bank account didn't even suffer from all this spending. It's still growing into what for me is a large nest egg, so I could easily withstand another year or two of unemployed job hunting, if it came to that.

I'm going to encourage this good mood today and avoid the news.

mellowtigger: (mst3k)
2024-02-24 04:54 pm
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GayTV

When I came out in the mid-1980s, Hollywood was just beginning to produce movies with gay themes in them. Many of them would be of interest only to art house audiences, but some of them had mainstream appeal. Even back then, some of them were really very good.

Here's my choice for the top 3 from the 1980s. Each film put a new film actor "on the map", resulting in a strong Hollywood career for each of them.

  1. Parting Glances (1986)
    Actor Steve Buscemi, with his uncommon visual appearance, played a convincing role as a supporting character, an ex-boyfriend who expects to die of AIDS. That's only one complication to the main character's story of how to live and love in a complicated modern world. My favorite line, whose hilarity makes sense only when you know the scene: “Pesky little devils, aren't they?

  2. The Color Purple (1985)
    Actor Whoopi Goldberg made a big splash in this film, playing Celie, the woman we come to respect for every small victory she has to struggle so hard to achieve. My favorite line at the end of the film, “I’m poor, black, I might even be ugly, but dear God, I’m here. I’m here.

  3. Torch Song Trilogy (1988)
    Actor Harvey Fierstein with his uncommon gravel voice played the main character in this play he wrote. I figure most straight people may check out during the first act of the trilogy, but that's just the introduction to this character we learn to respect and encourage. My favorite line (and it's not even in the list of best quotes for that character) is delivered by the famous Anne Bancroft near the end of the film. “You must be Ed. How do you do? I'm the mother.” She cracks me up every single time with that line.

More recently, of course, is the Oscar-winning (and many other accolades) film "Brokeback Mountain" (2005). That one hit personally. I was an emotional mess after seeing it the first time. I very much like this Honest Trailers summary (YouTube, 6 minutes). Even when I disagree with their opinion, they always present well justified reasons for their opinion. Even if you skip the movie, that summary is worth a watch to understand the social impact that this movie generated.

I have thoughts about changes in the USA and the world, both socially and legally. That can wait for another day, though. For now, enjoy the progress and watch a few good films from the old days.

mellowtigger: (Green Lantern)
2024-02-22 05:41 pm

theme song: signs

Today's theme song arrives here thanks to news from Texas, where a judge ruled that a school district can restrict the length of hair of its male students. This ruling contradicts the recent CROWN Act in Texas that banned race-based hair discrimination. Minnesota passed a Crown Act recently too. A Texas judge has now ruled against a key feature of their law in that state.

I've said it before, and I'll probably say it again before we're finally through these troubles, but please find a way to move somewhere safe. Heed the signs. Until then, enjoy this song in the spirit of longhair solidarity.

And the sign said, "Long-haired freaky people need not apply".
So I tucked my hair up under my hat, and I went in to ask him why.
He said, "You look like a fine upstanding young man, I think you'll do."
So I took off my hat, I said, "Imagine that. Huh! Me, workin' for you!"

Whoa! Sign, sign, everywhere a sign!
Blockin' out the scenery, breakin' my mind!
Do this, don't do that, can't you read the sign?

And the sign said anybody caught trespassin' would be shot on sight,
So I jumped on the fence, and I yelled at the house, "Hey! What gives you the right?"
"To put up a fence to keep me out or to keep Mother Nature in?"
"If God was here, he'd tell you to your face, Man, you're some kinda sinner."
...
And the sign said, "Everybody welcome. Come in, kneel down, and pray."
But when they passed around the plate at the end of it all, I didn't have a penny to pay.
So I got me a pen and a paper, and I made up my own little sign.
I said, "Thank you, Lord, for thinkin' 'bout me. I'm alive and doin' fine."

As I mentioned a few weeks ago, I know that a lot of luck has kept me here in this world for so long. Today is nearly done. I kept my belly full all day, my skin warm, and my cat purring in my lap, so I know that today was a good day for me. I wish the same for everyone else in my troubled part of the world and places like it elsewhere. I don't yet have any good ideas for how to make it happen, though.

Stay safe out there.

mellowtigger: (laugh cry)
2023-08-25 03:44 pm
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Viki tv subscription

Somebody here on Dreamwidth mentioned Viki.com nearly a year ago. I looked it up and eventually subscribed in February, I think. I spent these last 2 days doing absolutely nothing except for watching shows on Viki. It's has been a wonderfully lazy recharging of mental fortitude after the last week of work.

Viki is interesting. There is no English dubbing for any of their shows, but they do all come with English subtitles. It's been interesting to learn which English words or phrases are in common use in Asian countries. These shows come from many countries (Korea, China, Japan, Taiwan, Thailand, Vietnam, and probably others), representing many languages.

I originally came here to watch the good Three-Body sci-fi show about the impending arrival of an alien species at Earth. Sadly, Viki's sci-fi library just isn't very long yet. Another decent show, though, is Seo Bok, about a genetically engineered human.

What has kept me subscribed, instead of the science fiction, is the "BL" dramas. When I first looked at the list of categories in their library, I had no idea what "BL" was, but it turns out to be "Boy Love" stories. That's right, a whole catalog of television stories about gay men... sort of. Mostly, the shows are okay but not great. It's sort of like a cross between the Lifetime channel (which is famous for low-budget copy-and-paste tales) and spanish telenovelas (famous for ridiculous plots and overacting). Mostly, they're not wonderful tales, and mostly for the same reasons:

  • Sometimes based on comic books, the plots can be unrealistic. Many characters make the worst possible decision or misinterpretation, because that creates a fun plot, right? It's fine in moderate doses.
  • Intended for heterosexual female viewers, the writing is often very weird about the relationship dynamics. Some shows come across clearly like they were written by straight men for viewing by straight women about relationships of gay men while trying to justify straight male dominance in a world where it has clearly lost any sense of justification at all.
  • Based in eastern relationship dynamics, it's often explicit that one man in a pair is the high-status and overly-successful man while the other is lower-status and gets socially dominated by the other. It's a dynamic that I'm not keen on, personally.
  • Taking a cue from western video arts, it's too often the case that violence is required, and the more violence there is, the more likely the show also will be more open about sex. Almost every show is very chaste with the kissing, even. Fine. At least the stories are there in abundance, which is a new experience to this western viewer.

Social dramas aren't something I would normally watch, but Viki's BL library is just so extensive. Here's a heartfelt "thank you" to the heterosexual women of asian countries who provided a reliable demand for this stuff.

More later about specific recommendations for shows. I've watched a lot of them and certainly have favorites.

mellowtigger: (carebare pot)
2023-08-01 06:55 pm

a little good news

At last report, Voyager 2 was 18h 27m 03s of light-travel time from Earth. Then on July 21, we lost contact with the craft. We sent a bad command to Voyager 2 that made the spacecraft lose its antenna alignment toward Earth. NASA has finally heard back from it! They received a "heartbeat signal", so they know it's still operating. They're hopeful they can realign its antenna with Earth again.

As of today, marijuana is legal in Minnesota. Most cities are still restricting sales until they can develop local rules, but a Minnesota tribe made history with the state's first legal marijuana sale.

Ten years ago today, gay marriage was legalized in Minnesota. Some people are noting this 10th anniversary of the special event. Civilization, you may notice, did not collapse as a result of this change.

mellowtigger: joystick (gaming)
2023-06-30 09:11 am
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game blurbs

The Steam platform tells me that I've played only 20 hours of games for the last 2 weeks. That's a small amount, for me. Higher numbers are a better indicator of my mental health. During summer gardening season, it usually drops, but I've been indoors because of bad air this season. Anyway...

No Man's Sky released another expedition. I completed it in less than 10 hours, which makes this expedition one of the shorter versions they've done. It has a nice story to it, though. Your character helps to create a new artificial lifeform. The leader called Nada (itself an artificial life form), who runs the spaceship that players use for refuge, comments nicely on this event: "Our home is a lifeboat, Traveller-Entity. Nada will welcome one more." As I said on my Steam upload of this photo, "Life is good when you have infinite resources to share across infinite realities, led by a kind soul."

Oxygen Not Included has item "unlocks" in their new supply closet. You unlock 3 more items each week when you play the game. Unlocks usually are generated randomly. I don't know if it occurred because of Pride month, but I happened to unlock the Rainbow wallpaper pattern the first time I played in June. I can use this item to decorate the rooms in my bases. It's a nice, subtle addition, if it really was intended for Pride month.

Ships That Fight Underground (yes, STFU) will arrive sometime this year. I originally Kickstarted this game back in 2015. They had some legal trouble with the intended "Descent: Underground" game name and license. They posted about it a few months ago, and supposedly they are back on track now using their original temporary game name instead. This game's other claim to fame is that it grew from developers who left Star Citizen, another Kickstarter game that I funded back in 2012, and it still hasn't published yet either.

Baldur's Gate 3 is due in about 5 more weeks. I've played the beta occasionally for the last 3 (that long?) years. I've avoided it except when they asked for people to test new features, so I've put 100 testing hours into it over those 3 years. I'm looking forward to a proper playthrough.

Cities: Skylines 2 is due in October. I'm looking forward to it too. Now that I have income, I've already pre-ordered my standard edition copy.

mellowtigger: (unicorns rainbows)
2023-04-27 11:55 am

a lot of good news

My overdue #ALittleGoodNews tag leads us instead to a lot of good news. :)

Energy: The headlines include lots of encouraging developments. Both in the USA (in 2023) and in the world (by 2025), renewable energy sources are overtaking coal energy generation. And that trend will continue to improve, thanks to forecasts like USA utility-scale new solar capacity outpacing new fossil fuel plant construction.

Environment: We have proof that farmers devoting 10% of their land to wildlife-friendly planning can lead to improved bird population. The Nature Conservancy uses easements this way to make the environmental practice continue even with private ownership of land tracts. Obviously, they're using a good tactic that can provide meaningful results. A startup company named GaeaStar is developing a 3d-printed clay alternative to disposable food containers, preventing a common daily source of plastic waste. Researchers in Japan have found a "cheap" (gold nanoparticle) catalyst that can convert plastic waste to more useful substances.

Legal (Social and Anti-Capital): Gender bias in academics is improving, and now "tenure-track women are at parity with tenure-track men in three domains (grant funding, journal acceptances, and recommendation letters)", but the details get more nuanced the deeper you look into them. Progress, though, is progress. Librarians are celebrating a lot of creative works entering public domain this year. I maintain that we all do better when we all have access to the sum of human creative endeavors. (I suspect that most claims in favor of creative control boil down to some form of capitalist need.) Also, Time magazine is removing their digital paywall. Even a Fox News poll found that "57% think political attacks on families with transgender children is a major problem". Yes, that Fox News, but their viewers continue to vote for politicians who do it anyway. Colorado becomes the first USA state with a right-to-repair law for farmers. This anti-capitalist move is very welcome, and we should celebrate those farmers for their important victory!

We can turn this ship from its doomed course. Accept that we'll have to do it with the usual malcontents kicking and screaming their opposition. Do the hard work of turning this civilizational construct anyway. I'm convinced that it's possible for us to succeed. :)

mellowtigger: joystick (gaming)
2023-03-23 10:50 am
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computer gaming news

Who else has their gamer motivation profile from Quantic? My profile says I'm an Architect gamer type who plays games that encourage being "calm, analytical, completionist, independent, and grounded". Quantic released some fascinating results recently from their transgender and non-binary analysis, using a large enough sample to be statistically relevant.

I kickstarted "Descent: Underground" back in 2015, although it eventually disappeared from the radar. They just blogged an update. The game is back! They are using their original codename: Ships That Fight Underground. Yes, STFU. That crude humor was part of its original charm as a splinter of developers left behind the Star Citizen project, which also is still not released.

Timberborn is progressing nicely. Some people are creating elaborate cities in the game. Progress is slower than I would like, and I don't know when the game will finally be "finished". They have a bug and suggestion tracker, though, and I added my vote this week to a few features. This is exactly the kind of public tracking that I'd like to see in all development projects.

I'm watching the Starfield information intently, if only because this is the new game engine that will become the next Skyrim game eventually.

Cities Skylines 2. That is all. :)

mellowtigger: (Ark II)
2023-03-11 12:18 am
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RIP: George Madison

[personal profile] furr_a_bruin died a few days ago. He used that ID on Dreamwidth and Livejournal, but he was also known as "Furr Bear" on MeWe and "Grizzly Dabsquatch" on Mastodon. I knew from Mastodon that he was receiving chemotherapy for cancer, but I don't know any details of his death. Furr was one of the people I've known online for over 30 years but never actually met in person. He didn't shy from sharing strongly worded opinions. I can sympathize with the social trouble he could dive into. It did seem to me that during the last year or two he had "calmed" from some of those intense reactions... relatively speaking.

I went looking online to see if I could find when we first met. Google has my messages on soc.motss (like an early form of a Reddit group, for you youngsters out there) archived as far back as 1993, but he wasn't in those threads. Maybe I encountered him on the Bear Mailing List? (The BML doesn't even get a mention on the bear article at Wikipedia. Inconceivable!) Maybe I posted to Usenet under a different university userid than I first searched for? Yes, that's it! He posted here on 1991 March 3 in this thread on soc.motss, a long conversation that resulted from something I wrote and another person on the internet informed me in an intentionally funny way that I was "WRONG WRONG WRONG WRONG WRONG!" to say. *gigglesnort* At least I've lived my life consistently, asking sincere questions that trigger norm-violation panic. :)

Anyway, 1991 is the earliest occasion that we crossed paths that I can document. If we ever met in the late 1980s on Relay, there just wouldn't be any public record of it now. I went looking at MeWe after I heard the news, though, and I found our last private chat message:

2021 June 10
I know you're into PowerShell, but I have no idea if you're aware of - or interested in - this. I was looking for a way for a UPS-connected Windows machine could signal something else to shut down too and stumbled into this.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=26XHb_cpiAA

If you go searching it's a "LCUS-1 type usb relay" - or -2 if you want the dual relay version - in AliEx search terms.

Furr was good with electronics and homebrew gadgets. We shared an intense distaste for all things "New Trek". We also shared a deep appreciation for Babylon 5 (and Fringe), but he won't be here to enjoy the new B5 television series when it arrives. It makes me a bit sad to lose another gay old timer who experienced the days of the last epidemic under President Reagan. A lot of righteous anger is fading into the forgotten past. I worry that mistakes are waiting to be repeated.

mellowtigger: (AIDS)
2022-12-01 06:11 pm
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RIP: Jan Ensink

December 1st is World AIDS Day.  It has been a day of remembrance since 1988, which is about the time that someone I knew died of it.

Jan Ensink was the first gay man I ever met, at least that I knew at the time was gay.  It was about 1987 (I think?) and I wanted to join a Gay Student Services off-campus social meeting that was mentioned in the university newspaper.  I called the number and left a message.  Jan called back, wanting to meet first before going to someone's apartment who was hosting the meeting.  They always met people first, because of harassment issues.  I met Jan in a TCBY frozen yogurt store, which was a new thing back in those days.  I showed that I wasn't a homophobe, and he took me to the meeting afterward.

Jan was a former president of that student group, which was still a new thing on campus after the legal battle that forced recognition by the university.  He was a graduate student and I was undergrad, so we moved in different circles, but I learned over time that Jan was planning to marry a lesbian (a lawyer, I think?) because she needed a "beard" for her corporate career, and he needed USA citizenship to get into what he claimed were great drug trials then happening in Colorado.

Time passed.  A while later (1989?), I was in a campus office for something unrelated when I picked up the former student publication on the table and began reading it.  Inside was the obituary for Jan Ensink.  It mentioned nothing about what killed him or the medical battle he fought for years.  I think it said Jan died in Colorado, but it didn't say why he moved from Texas.  I think it mentioned the wife, but nothing else about her.  It was a very sanitized statement, which was typical of what happened back then.  Something suitable for the coffee table where I learned his fate.

I think this picture (far left) is the right guy.  It's from 1983, and he's not quite as beefy in the photo as when I met Jan a few years later.  I knew a few self-aware guys who beefed up after they learned of their diagnosis.  They were thinking ahead, knowing they'd need that muscle mass for the episodes when they lost weight precariously.

I've mentioned Carl before, but I figured this year I'd tell the tale of someone else I knew.  There are others, but none I remember as readily as these two.
mellowtigger: (violent hypocrites)
2022-11-21 09:59 am
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Moody Monday: mass murders in USA

I said before everything that needed to be said.  Yet here we are again. There are so many mass shootings that we hardly need special attention for them anymore, lest we risk becoming The Onion reprinting the same article over and over again.

I've mentioned stochastic terrorism before. Keith Olbermann, of course, is using the same language for this event, because it's clear that Republicans in Colorado were speaking for years to encourage exactly this outcome. How many times have you heard about "grooming" from politicians during the last year? It's been popular in Florida for decades, the same place where somebody thinks they could challenge Trump for the presidency. There are no "sides" to an argument when one person thinks that other people just fundamentally should not exist at all. Somebody is grooming people, yes, but for violence. That's stochastic terrorism in a nutshell. AOC, my progressive hero and hopefully the next president, tells people to "connect the dots".

At its core, stochastic terrorism exploits one of our strongest and most complicated emotions: disgust.
http://www.scientificamerican.com/article/how-stochastic-terrorism-uses-disgust-to-incite-violence/ (free archive)

Family Guy racism color chart, with light-skinned colors labeled "Okay" and dark-skinned colors labeled "Not Okay"And this white-skinned terrorist previously was in custody for felony menacing and three counts of first-degree kidnapping for a bomb threat, but the District Attorney declined to prosecute then the court records were sealed. What now? Who was this District Attorney, a "bleeding heart liberal being soft on crime"? No, wait, it was a Republican who provided these answers during their recent campaign.

What areas of public policy are you personally passionate about?
As your next District Attorney, I promise to tackle the issues that pose a threat to our children, our laws, and our community.

Not knowing anything else about the bomb threat (because the records were sealed), I have to assume the Family Guy racism color chart is at play in this release. We learned nothing from Kyle Rittenhouse, it seems. This emboldened young white guy went on to demand in August that a newspaper remove its article about his arrest since no charges were filed. It's still online because, of course, the threat actually happened.  And he went on to mass murder.
mellowtigger: (clock spiral)
2022-11-20 02:42 pm

Are you old? Am I? I feel certain that I am.

I've called myself old since age 50. I figure "half a century" is plenty of years for that description.  I'm now 55.

Other people think differently, though, so I've been pondering what objective measure we could use more definitively than that easy-to-identify number. It's more complicated than it sounds. It turns out there are different plausible ways to measure it.
  1. Age 45. The typical human begins losing 1% muscle mass per year around age 30. It's a convenient marker for "top of the hill" metabolism. Allowing roughly 15 years as an adult beforehand (following puberty), then add 15 years after that peak, and you've got age 45 as the other terminus for the range of adulthood.
  2. Age 50. "Half a century". I still think it sounds as good as any number.
  3. Age 65. This is bureaucratic "retirement age" in the USA, qualifying for Social Security benefits.
  4. 2% mortality chance per year. This standard is probably the most accurate, but it's also where it starts getting complicated.
See the charts and read the 3 details...This chart and story provide a good explanation for this standard and how it changes over time. The article provides a similar USA chart for females.
chart showing age at which males reach 1%, 2%, and 4% mortality, from CBS News 2017 June 29
If your chance of dying within the next year is 2 percent or more, Shoven suggests you might be considered "old." The above chart shows that the threshold age for being considered old for men increased from about 55 in the 1920s to 70 today.
- https://www.cbsnews.com/news/what-age-is-considered-old-nowadays/, Steve Vernon, 2016 June 29

So there was a time in USA history a century ago when my current age would qualify as "old".  But if it's situational, depending on how fast everyone around you is dying, then there are other considerations in play too.
  1. What about the effects of systemic racism and plutocracy? Pollution is higher in the parts of towns with more black residents. Access to healthcare is lower for poor people. The response of healthcare providers is worse in both cases, and if you're female. The stress of racism and/or poverty increases health problems. The list goes on.

    Luckily, the USA has a government program designed to check this kind of stuff at a fine-grained geographic level, the U.S. Small-area Life Expectancy Estimates Project, USALEEP. So I checked the CDC's visual map for life expectancy in my census tract. Sure enough, total life expectancy is quite lower than the rest of my county, state, or country. Here in my little corner of the warzone, we are in the lowest quintile (the bottom 20%).
    life expectancy in census tract 1257 of Hennepin County, MN; state life expectancy 81.0, tract life expectancy 74.5

  2. And what about the last epidemic? I often oversimplify and state that "half of my demographic died", referring to gay men who were out in the 1980s. The details, while more accurate, are still just as horrifying.
  3. Life expectancy at age 20 for gay and bisexual men ranged from 34.0 years to 46.3 years for the 3% and 9% scenarios respectively. These were all lower than the 54.3 year life expectancy at age 20 for all men.
    - https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/9222793/, "Modelling the impact of HIV disease on mortality in gay and bisexual men" (in Canada)

    In other words, I passed the 2% mark into old age a very long time ago. Maybe even in my early 20s when I already knew people around me dying. And if we're going with socially-defined seniority, then here's an article on gay authors teaching us how to "age gracefully", presumably from people who have done it already. They range in chronological age from 54 to 82. They're the elders we have left from the last epidemic.

  4. And autistics don't fare any better. We are so much more likely to die from bodily injuries that life expectancy can be as low as 36 years! Seriously, it's that's bad.

    One study, published in the American Journal of Public Health in April 2017, finds the life expectancy in the United States of those with ASD to be 36 years old as compared to 72 years old for the general population. They note that those with ASD are 40 times more likely to die from various injuries. About 28 percent of those with ASD die of an injury. Most of these are suffocation, asphyxiation, and drowning. The risk of drowning peaks at about 5 to 7 years old. ...Those with ASD without a learning disability had an average age of death at about 58 years.
    - https://www.psychologytoday.com/gb/blog/caring-autism/201810/early-death-in-those-autism-spectrum-disorder

    I noted a decade ago that I try to avoid power tools. This is why. I'm a klutz, and I know it, and I don't want to injure myself any more than the usual range of cuts, bruises, and scrapes would entail. Several years ago, I had a doctor x-ray my foot, because I seriously had no idea how I got the seemingly bruised toe that wouldn't heal quickly. At least he confirmed that it wasn't broken.

So, apparently, "old" is relative, but I qualified decades ago if we use the 2% rule.  There just aren't as many people like me left in the world as there should be.
mellowtigger: (flag handmaid's tale)
2022-08-09 10:44 am
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USA assortment continues

I advised people to get out of repressive jurisdictions like Texas, and people are.  One realty group created a "Flee Texas" webpage to assist homeowners with selling their property.  An Austin Texas news station wrote an article about this phenomenon.

In related news, researchers with the University of California performed a new survey, and they found that half of Americans anticipate civil war, with about 20% expecting to arm themselves for it... coincidentally the same percentage who still think that the 2020 election was stolen from Donald Trump.  In further assortment, Republicans are saying out loud that they will deliberately make government partisan.
mellowtigger: (unicorns rainbows)
2022-07-02 10:49 am

a little good news

lesbian foxes in Faribault MN in story by MPR News 2022 June 30Lesbian foxes are cute. Seriously, anyone still promoting the ridiculous "homosexuality is unnatural" nonsense needs to provide evidence of which mammals do not exhibit this behavior. It sure seems like all of them do.

Minnesota legalized THC (but only in edibles, and only 5mg or less per dose), thanks to Republicans not actually reading the laws they approve. We always thought they moved in lockstep without knowing what they were actually doing, but this oversight cements the impression. The bill's author and the DFL party are happy to take credit for essentially legalizing marijuana in the state. The law went into effect on Friday, and there were lines at local stores. The customers were predominantly white, which begs an obvious question: what about the darker-skinned people currently in jail for something now legal?

Quantum sensors are here. I'm not keen on the military applications, but Defense One publishes a good explanation of potential uses.
mellowtigger: (violent hypocrites)
2022-06-13 01:51 pm

get out of there

Moody Monday, when I try my best to pick the single most important crisis of the week for examination. Hoo boy, these times are special.

I'm updating and expanding my previous warning about anti-trans sentiment in some states.  Now, I'm expanding it to the whole queer rainbow.  Get out.  Get out of your repressive states now.  Move somewhere safe.  Personally, I recommend Minnesota (in spite of it being a hybrid status here), but there are others.

The warning signs of escalation are here:
  • U.S. Air Force made the unusual statement that it will help LGBTQ personnel, even if it means relocating them from hostile USA domestic areas.
  • U.S. military personnel are receiving advice to avoid certain areas of the USA.
  • In Texas, a preacher called for the murder of homosexuals. (video)
  • In Idaho, Patriot Front neo-fascists were arrested from a U-Haul van they were hiding in while traveling to a gay pride event. (video) Some of them wore a "Reclaim America" shirt or "Victory or Death" cap.
  • In Georgia, one of their U.S. Representatives explicitly embraced Christian nationalism. (video) She says Democrats are domestic terrorists, but the data says otherwise.
  • In Georgia, a governor candidate (beside a slogan of "Jesus. Guns. Babies.", my thumbnail icon here is so appropriate) suggests she would execute corrupt sheriffs for treason. (video)
  • In Tennessee, they're literally burning books.
  • In Wyoming, someone set fire to an abortion clinic.
  • In New York, the 3rd-ranking Republican in the U.S. House has endorsed a Hitler-approving candidate.
  • In Georgia, Florida, and Texas, some people are okay with outright slavery.  Do not trust these people to act with any humanity.
It is not safe for queer folk like me in these territories.  Leave any state where conservatism took over.  See the color coded heat map on page 16 to find a safe place.  The time for cautionary warnings is past.  Follow the advice of the U.S. military.  Get yourself somewhere safe.  Find a way to resist, if you can.  (Be like Wonder Woman.  Be antifa.)  As with the ongoing pandemic, avoid exposure to dangerous situations.  Reduce your risk.
mellowtigger: (penguin coder)
2022-06-05 01:07 pm

penguin social life

The Kyoto Aquarium still has a webpage from 2020 that describes the dating relationships of penguins in their care.

Somebody noticed it back in 2020 and posted a popular twitter thread, which I've just noticed.  Someone kindly translated the whole thing to English, which I'm including below.


penguin dating relationships at Kyoto Aquarium, translated to English

Social life is easier if you just focus on the queer penguins who raise chicks together.  Take your pick.  Skipper and Ping at the Berlin Zoo, Electra and Viola at Oceanogràfic València, or Magic and Sphen at Sea Life Sydney Aquarium.

Heterosexuals are weird.
mellowtigger: (silence equals death)
2022-05-02 07:13 pm

surviving long covid and demanding change

Yes, I'm now officially breaking my promise to avoid this topic.  I also want to write about the aerosol factor for disease spread.  But for now: Activism!

It was 2020 May, and already enough people had persistent lingering symptoms of SARS-CoV-2 infection that someone created the hashtag #LongCovid on Twitter. It's now 2 full years later with 100+ million more people suffering Long Covid symptoms, yet some doctors still haven't even heard of it!

I'm sorry. I'm afraid that history says it's up to you sufferers to demand change. I've been vocal for 2 years already, but nobody listens to me. It's a great first step that you created your own terminology, but now you need your own version of ACT UP to metaphorically blow up the social apparatus that seems determined to ignore this crisis. It's unfair, but that's what it'll take. Interrupt tv broadcasts. Interrupt political speeches. Interrupt the journalists ignoring you. Create your own logo and plaster it all over cities worldwide. Be loud.

I think your first goal should be to counteract the falsehood that SARS-CoV-2 is merely a transient infection like the flu. Only 8 Americans ever came down with SARS-CoV-1 infection back in 2003, but at least in the lab afterwards in 2004 it was very clear that the infection would be permanent. Start there. Cite the 100+ millions of people already with Long Covid. Cite the documented brain infections. Cite the syncytia formation.  Cite the industries continuously losing staff due to infection. Cite the examples of infections known to persist for 230 days and more (including a rumor of 480 days known by Mayo Clinic and the University Of Wisconsin). Overwhelm the mental resistance.

Time is running out, too. HIV-1 takes many years to progress to immune system failure and the inevitable infection or cancer that finally overwhelms the body. We're now 2.5 years into this new pandemic, and the many opportunistic diseases are finally starting to emerge.  I've seen the new term C-AIDS being used on Twitter. It's unclear to me just how SARS-CoV-2 damages the immune system, but it clearly is happening. It infects and destroys CD4 T cells, but it apparently performs that task at a slower rate than HIV-1. More quickly, however, it seems to task, continuously overuse, and eventually deplete the body's supply of these cells due to excessive overuse during chronic widespread infection. Meanwhile, the virus is still causing blood clots in every tissue and organ throughout the body at every recurrence of infection within the body. While 40% of infected people initially notice no symptoms at all, the damage may still be done to diverse systems like eyes, liver, kidneys, heart, intestines, and brain (and mind).

For immediate concerns, if your doctor is ignoring you, then you should check with Survivor Corps. But you need political clout. You need it fast.  I feel like we're seeing the 1980s unfold all over again.  I avoided seroconversion that time, and I hope I succeed this time too.  I'll continue to be vocal, but you need to exercise your own collective power!
mellowtigger: (Pride)
2022-04-22 09:06 am

protecting trans youth

The Minnesota state senate has introduced a law to protect trans kids needing asylum to escape prosecution for seeking gender-affirming medical care. Our bill SF4525 would protect them and their family from warrants and extradition. It has not yet passed. It is merely proposed at this time.  I don't know how this legislation works in relation to Article 4 of the U.S. Constitution.

If you're a trans kid, or if you're a parent of one, please consider moving now to a safe state. Leave Texas.
If you're a gay kid, or if you're a parent of one, please consider moving now to a safe state. Leave Florida.
I know from Twitter and news that many of you are doing it, but I'm encouraging more to escape before crisis arrives.

I expect conditions to get worse before they get better. Conservative voters and governments are banning books, threatening journalists, restricting voting, threatening teachers, threatening businesses, and putting bounties on women. I've been warning about the latent fascism for a long time. It is no longer latent. If you are young or vulnerable, please get out now.

Adults, here's a message for you. If you live in one of these conservative states, consider staying, organizing, and voting to change your state government to protect all of the vulnerable people there. It's a hard thing, I know. Or make plans to leave. Just make a deliberate choice. Don't sleepwalk through these times. Everyone, please do the following:
  1. Find local organizations that shelter and protect vulnerable youth and families.
  2. Assume they will see an increase of people seeking help. Send them resources.
  3. Use your social media to broadcast those resources.
Here are the results of my Twin Cities search:There are many more local resources. Check here, here, and here. I've sent those 5 organizations what money I can afford right now (sorry, wish it was a lot more) to help ensure they can continue to receive the refugees needing help. These are tough times, and I don't see it getting easier in the near future.